Tell me it's alright, give me the green light.

You are my favourite place

Our naked intertwined bodies are awoken by the sunlight poking in through the bus window. I had covered Luke with Michael's jumper – which he had left on the end of the sofa last night- to keep his gorgeous skin warm as he lay there on top of me. As I suddenly remembered we were on the bus, and that the guys might have heard us, Luke straightened himself up on me and fingered my messy hair telling me how amazing last night was. Kissing my cheek as he got off me to go and get dressed. He stood up and I saw how amazing his body was from behind, his back beautifully defined his ass perfectly smooth and his legs toned. I giggled to myself and he turned around, my stomach jumped as he winked at me.

Luke was putting on a light blue short sleeved top, I love it when he wears blue, it brings out the sky blue in his stunning ocean coloured eyes. As I walk past him he grabs my waist from behind. It makes me jump and we laugh together as he roams around my body with his hands and kisses my neck, I turn around and feel his whole body against my back press me into my bunk, he spins me around and we make out, seconds later we are interrupted by Michael poking at my legs, his raspy morning voice telling me to move and be quiet. For a second I'd forgotten there were other people on the bus, when I am with Luke everything around me stops and all I can think of is him. We untangle our arms from each other's bodies and continue to get dressed.

After about an hour we had all gathered in the back of the bus. We are in London in England for the first time so we decide what we're going to do and where we are going to explore. The whole time I can't stop looking at him, at Luke, at the love of my life. He looks happier than ever. We were sitting next to each other and we had our hands locked together, the guys couldn't see but I felt like they knew something they weren't telling me. The bus had been parked for a few hours, I looked outside, the sun was shining and there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. It was a beautiful day. We were stationary outside the venue for the show we would be doing later that day. After lying around for a bit, Luke and Ashton went out to see it but I asked Michael to stay, we are so close we are like brothers. I ask him if he knows what happened last night, I felt embarrassed because we had been quite loud but he replied with a laugh, put his hands on my shoulders and with a squeeze he told me how Luke had had a crush on me for months but he was scared to make a move on me because he didn't know if I was gay or not and how Michael and had told him I had had a bit more than a crush on him for a year – no one knows that I have actually loved him for a lot longer. I give him a hug and thank him before we leave to catch up with the guys.

The sun is hot on my arms, not as warm as at home in Sydney but as long as I am with the band I feel like I'm at home. The venue is huge and going in it gives me the shivers, playing shows is the best feeling but I still get nervous seeing the huge space the crowds of fans pack themselves into. Luke jumps out from behind a pile of chairs next to a stair case. It scares me but I laugh and run over into his arms. He kisses my forehead and with my hand in his, he leads me up the stair case. We get to a big heavy door that Luke opens with strong push. The door swings open and a huge gust of wind flies at us, I step through the doorway and he runs ahead of me spinning around with his arms out, its breath taking. He runs over to me and pulls me to where he was standing. We are on the roof, the fresh air satisfying my lungs. I look over the edge and there are people walking from shop to shop. I can see Big Ben and the London Eye. I think about how romantic it would be if Luke and I went on it together. The roof is fairly empty apart from a few broken chairs, we walk around it hand in hand taking in the amazing view of all the buildings and people walking around the streets, I see elderly couples, adults window shopping, little children running around out of control and groups of kids laughing. People watching relaxes me, even though people can look one way, you never know what's really going on in their heads. Swarms of butterflies appear in my stomach every time his skin touches mine. We go back inside and find our way out the venue after getting a tour of it with Ashton, Michael and some of our production team. We had some breakfast in the bus and went out exploring around lunch time.