{ White Lilac }

~ Caught ~

Being the oldest child came with much grief,
You weren't really treated like a child rather much a test subject, something to experiment on.

After all inexperienced people aren't much gentle with their first projects, my parents didn't know how to love.

They hardly loved eachother and why I believed they'd ever love me I don't know why.

My name rang in my ears like a constant reminder that I was here. Trapped in this place i was supposed to call home.

Was it ever weird that my own name caused me such discomfort, everytime I'd hear the word leave my mothers mouth I'd take such deep breaths in knowing that the same thing would happen again and again.

Be grateful Theodore, Theodore u repulse me, why can't u be more like ur brother Theodore.

Did my mother hate me or simply hate the fact that I was someone she didn't want me to be.

My father carried his hate physically while my mother carried it with words that dug so deep they could've left a mark on my heart.

When they saw that their parenting wasn't working and that they'd messed up with me they had my brother and decided that starting again would be much better than fixing the mess they'd created.

You'd think that the taller sibling would have the biggest shadow but no I was constantly hiding behind Alexander's shadow.

They loved him more than they ever loved me and it killed me inside knowing it.

I never want to be forgotten, I won't ever be left behind again, I'll make myself known now and forever.

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The sound of paper woke me up as I stared around with eyes half shut, paper surrounded the bed as I recalled the events that happened last night.

I spent the whole night connecting reports that matched up descriptions and writing down many dates and locations.

The whole bed was surrounded by it and it made me feel somewhat smart and good.

The peaceful sound of the morning birds was interrupted by the load noise of men yelling and horses.

I got up and walked over to the window only to be taken aback by the sight of 500 men all mounted onto horses.

All of them carrying weapons and swords on them as if they were about to go to war.

"You think I went overboard?" His voice.

"What's all this for?" I replied feeling confused and startled by his sudden presence.

"To catch my bastard of a brother of course." He almost chuckled at my stupidity causing me to furrow my eyebrows.

"Jesus, anyways everything I did is here on this bed I'm going to eat something I feel like I'm gonna pass out." I made my way to the door feeling lightheaded and tired.

There were hardly any servants or kitchen staff anywhere it seemed like they had took everyone capable of riding a horse and sent them off to the search.

Two strong arms suddenly crept across prims waist taking her by surprise as she almost choked on my food.

"It's just me." He said as I gulped down the food in my mouth and turned around to be met by his face a few inches against mine.

"It's funny how I still make you nervous by being this close even after everything." He said reading my body language seeing my nervous face.

"Ye it's crazy right." I said turning myself back around to eat my food, his hand crept to the back of my neck moving my hair out of the way as he started laying soft kisses on the back of my neck while caressing my stomach and waist.

Shivers ran down my spine as I let out a shaky breath his touch still made me so nervous and I don't think I'll ever get rid of those butterflies I get when I'm around him.

"We got him." A voice said by the door.

AN HOUR BEFORE:

"FUCK! Useless tavern!"
The sound of horses got closer and closer.

"Pay the man 60 they said! Bloody liars!" He groaned while holding onto his wound limping grabbing onto the trees for support.

He looked to the side quickly hearing a branch twig snap only to see nothing there.

"FUCK THIS!" He grabbed a big sharp twig from the ground before him and started circling around in that spot looking around.

"No use running." A voice came out from behind him and he quickly turned back tightening the on the twig.

"Wasn't planning on it." He could now clearly see that he was surrounded, horses and men stood around him all emerging from the bushes and trees as if they'd been hiding there.

"You seriously think that twig is helping you?" One of the men said with a cocky grin on his face.

"Nope but can probably poke your bastard face with it." I chuckled seeing his angered annoyed impression.

"Let's cut the bullshit and just get this guy!" He yelled out to the commander as they all began closing into me with their spears out like I was some monster.

I knew I wouldn't get out of it but I couldn't help wanting to play around for the time I had left and swung at that guy with the twig swinging just right at his face leaving a slight scar in his face.

"MOTHER FUCKER! JUST GET HIM!" He screamed in pain rubbing the blood all over his chin.

Ah shit... this is how they'd catch me?

hey yall lol haven't updated in like forever uhm very interesting storyline i had invisioned then definitely not something i can really see being cute now cs i lowkey hate alexander but uhm yh lmk what yall think of him i lowkey hate him ngl