She sat on the bed eating the chicken soup the servant had given to her.
It'd been a day since she attempted to end her life and she was under constant supervision and received visits from the nurse every hour to change her bandage and clean the cut.
"I'm finished." She said quietly trying to lift the bowl up but winced in pain as her wrist was still hurting quite a lot.
"Don't worry I'll get that for you!" The servant rushed towards her and grabbed the bowl before putting it down on the table and getting back to supervising.
She sunk into her pillow and looked at the ceiling, her wedding day was tomorrow.
She failed to end her life thats how pathetic and weak she was, she was beyond scared about what he'd do to her.
She closed her eyes and fell asleep and woke up the next morning to the lady waking her up.
She looked up and saw the lady from the dress fitting looking at her.
"Good you're up darling now come on we must get to you ready! The church bells are ringing for you today my dear!" She yelled enthusiastically as she sat up in bed and yawned.
They had finished getting her ready and she looked at herself in the mirror frowning she looked so beautiful just to get married to someone she didn't even love.
The carriage ride was a reasonably long one and the whole time she stared out of the windows hoping there'd be a massive delay and she'd miss the wedding completely.
They finally reached a large cathedral and she saw her father getting out of the carriage in front of her before walking towards her and holding her arm.
"You look beautiful don't mess it up." He said before they started walking towards the door.
The doors opened and she flinched a bit hearing the loud music and the beautiful decor inside the church.
It was indeed beautiful until she looked back down and saw him smirking at her, he indeed looked wonderful but she was disgusted by him she felt as if she could throw up at anytime and embarrass herself so she gulped down nervously as they started getting closer.
She looked over and saw her mother and sister looking at her with tears in their eyes, she hadn't seen them in days and all she wanted to do was run up to them and tell them about everything but she couldn't.
They finally reached the altar and her father let go of her arm and stood aside, she gulped nervously when she felt him grab her hands holding them gently.
The priest cleared his voice and started speaking.
"Do you Alexander Laurier, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife, to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
"I do." He answered and smiled but this was just an act.
"Do you Primrose Moore take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, to live together in holy matrimony, to love him, to honor him, to comfort him, and to keep him in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
She gulped nervously and looked at his face, his eyes were dark and intimidating and his mouth formed a little smirk.
Tears rose up to her eyes and she said with a shaky voice.
"I-i do." She blinked repeatedly trying to brush her tears away but she couldn't they fell down her cheek as he looked at her with a satisfied look.
"I pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride." He smirked and leaned in closer to me before pressing his lips onto mine and grabbing my waist deepening the kiss while everyone clapped.
She started to loose balance on as she went dizzy she had lost a lot of blood and was feeling very light headed the whole day.
He held her and broke the kiss before looking at everyone smiling and waving.
Hours passed and the wedding ceremony had ended finally the whole venue was full of drunk people and she was beyond exhausted she had sat beside her mother most of the time.
"We must go now." He said and grabbed his things before rubbing her back signalling for her to stand up.
"I think we s-should stay longer!" She said desperately not wanting to leave with him.
"I'm afraid we can't everyone is gone anyways the part has ended now." Her mother smiled and got her things too making Prim frown and also get up.
They reached the outside and Prim said goodbye to her family crying and sobbing, they just thought it was because she was upset about leaving them but if only they knew.
She got into the carriage and so did he shortly after while he waved goodbye to everyone playing the respectable nice guy act.
She looked away at the window and the whole ride was silent.
"You looked beautiful tonight." She suddenly felt his hand on her arm and turned to look at him with wide eyes.
She turned her head back again and yanked her arm away from him.
He didn't say anything the rest of the ride and they finally got to his estate.
He tried to help her get out of the carriage but she ignored him and got out herself avoiding eye contact at all times.
She had changed into a much smaller ball gown for the after party and was relieved that she wouldn't have to struggle as much taking off the gown.
As soon as they went inside his nice guy act went out the window and he was back to his normal self, he dragged her arm through the corridors and into a room before he locked the door behind him and turned back looking at her with lustful eyes.
"I've been waiting for this for so long I've missed your scent." He said making her tremble in fear as she took steps back away from him.
He chuckled as he saw her stupid attempt to get away from him.
He suddenly grabbed her waist and started unzipping her dress making her gasp as she tried to push him away but couldn't because of her weak injured wrist.
He pulled the dress down to her shoulders and suddenly pulled it down completely revealing her laced pink bra.
She wrapped her arms around her chest immediately as he looked at her arms confused.
Her grabbed her injured one making her wince in pain as she looked at it confused.
"What's this now?" He smirked unwrapping the bandage making her whimper.
He looked at it in shock seeing large slit on her wrist but his worried expression faded away quickly as he gently pressed his lips on it.
"Do I hurt you?" He looked at her eyes while kissing the wound.
Her eyes started tearing up,
"Y-yes I hate you s-so much you've ruined m-my life!" She burst out in sadness and in anger.
He held her head and laid a kiss on her forehead before taking off her dress completely leaving her only in her undergarments now.
She was crying loudly now she couldn't hold back her feelings anymore, he let go of her arm and pulled her into a hug while rubbing her back and caressing her hair.
She sobbed and sobbed for God knows how long in his arms until she finally fell asleep.
He laid her down properly on the bed and covered her with the sheets.
Her state made him feel a bit sorry for her but he couldn't give up on avenging his kingdom.
He lay down beside her and observed her features, she was indeed a beautiful woman infact beautiful couldn't even describe it.
He slowly fell asleep too after a while.
YOU ARE READING
{ White Lilac }
RomantikShe was drawn the beautiful things in life and unfortunately so was he, that is probably why he felt so drawn to her. She is gentle caring and afraid of the dangers in life. He is cold harmful and bound to break her apart.
