When I first met you we talked all day every day but now I sit waiting for your notifications for hours days weeks. You vanished I had lost you. Had I done something wrong had you found another. Did you not feel the same towards me the spark gone for you but for me it still lingering like the candle I blew out before bed smoke still arise from it but you had blown it out months ago. I still see your name often its apart of me forever not just in my heart but on my Ink on me forever my kids will know about you my family everyone and things you said I will always remember maybe one day forget I will be old waiting for my time and you will still be on me forever in my heart as well as my body and when times over for me I will wait for you at the gates I don't know if hevan or hell but I will wait as I am doing now for your name to show on my phone. And if you ever decide Maybe just maybe there's a chance I will be here waiting just as i will be when I'm gone always waiting. Because I know if you ever came back I would fall over and over agian untill you've used me to my breaking point and I'm like the toy that sits in the corner because I got tierd of being played with. But agian I will fall over and over.
