I think about you you know to much if I'm being honest. You say I need to get over it forget you. What if I don't wanna forget. The way you made me smile and laugh was the one thing that was keeping me going now I what do i do. I'm getting over you but not forgetting you never forgetting the way you made me laugh and even cry the way you said I reminded you of a fox in the morning. Well You reminded me of the sun your so bright and warm and beautiful but you go away at night you where always shy. Your so pure you didn't wanna hurt me you avoided it the best you could but you still hurt me in the worst possible way
I tried drowning out the pain but I just simply didn't wanna be here if I couldn't be here with you but even when you hurt me you still picked me back up and patched the cuts on me from falling I fell to hard for you it let deep cuts the alcohol stung in the cut when you told me where not meant to be I saw something more in you buy you didn't see anything in me. I admired the way you could brighten my day I wish I could have done that for you. But like you say we're simply not ment to be. Not meant to be I replay it in my head over and over and and hurts worse every time I say it not meant to be not meant to be. I will write songs about you and even go over the tattoo on my ankle that has your name so it never fades because I don't wanna forget the way you made me smile but I will cover up my tattoo with a butterfly so I don't have to remember the way you made me cry. But I will still keep it because it's always gonna be you.
