*toxic love*

I can't do it

My eyes opened, I was in his bed again. Tied up by one hand and i had bandages around my stomach. I remembered I had been shot by Tom. He was worried, or was he?! He did this to me!

I heard the door slightly open. I closed my eyes pretending I was asleep not knowing who it was.

"Lisa!" someone whispered. It was Ashley.
"Ashley?! What are you doing here, What happened to you last night?" She was all bruised up.
" I was punished , I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you,about the mafia" she said with a sad face
" Don't worry about that now, it's ok, it's too late anyway. But you have to go before anyone catches you! Go". I said.

She left the room and I sat there all day, staring at the ceiling remebering the shot and Tom's face. Suddenly the door opened again, it was Georg.
"hey! I'm pretty bored so I just came here to play with you. I always play with Tom's women" he said with psychotic giggle.
I was scared, what did he mean by to play with me?!
He came closer and closer. He started slapping me out of no where calling me names.
"You slut, you're just stupid bitch who no one wants. What you think Tom loves you?!, that he cares about you?! He's heartless, he doesn't love anybody!"
"Leave me the fuck alone!!" i said pushing him.
"Help!!".
Georg took his knife out coming towards my neck when suddenly someone hit him in the head.
Tom.

"Lisa what the fuck?! Are you ok?!!" he asked.
Did he just ask me if I was ok??! What is going on. He held me.
"I'm ok. Don't touch me! why do you even care?!" i said
" Shut up, I don't care you bitch" he said annoyed.

It was already 5 PM and I hadn't eaten anything.
"Tom?" i said quietly.
"What?" he said raising an eyebrow.
"Can i please eat something, i haven't eaten since yesterday.."
" Sure! Get your ass up and cook something, we're starving! make your own "he said storming out the room.

I got up and left the room to go downstairs in the kitchen. I saw ashley sitting on the couch with Bill. I looked at her for a second and continued my way to the fridge. I opened the fridge and saw it being empty. These guys had the biggest house but no food? wth!
I found some pasta and some sause. I didn't really care because i needed some food and I wouldn't cook something good for these assholes.

Time skip

"Food is ready!" i yelled but not so loud
" finally, Im starving you cunt!" Gustav said.
Everyone ate in disgust but I was enjoying my portion because i was almost dying from starvation.
"This is digusting!" Georg said.
I didn't even listen, i kept eating.
"Shut the fuck up, make your own food if you don't like it!" Tom said.
I looked up at him with suprised eyes. He looked into my eyes and couldn't stop . The eye contact was intense but then i broke it and continued eating.

time skip

After I cleaned up i went into Tom's room to go to sleep. I closed my eyes and imagened Tom touching my skin softly and kissing me. I couldn't stop, i couldn't sleep. I heard a window break. I saw a figure .
,,Who's there?! What do want??" i said scared.
It was a man, he came up to me and put a bag over my head.
"Let me go!!! Help! help! tom!" i yelled, i didn't know why i called tom,that's what came out of my mouth..
I grabbed me to the window i heard tom, " Lisa! Leave her alone!"
It was too late, we were already outside.
The man put me in the back of the car and he drove away.

I was quite calm, i don't know why. Maybe because i escaped from Tom, but I wanted to be by his side, It was a strange feeling..
We suddenly stopped, i heard him get out of the car and open the trunk. He grabbed me but i try to push him, didn't work.
he sat me on a chair and took the bag of my head.
"Well hello beatiful!" a woman's voice said.
She looked stunning. She had red hair and beautiful green eyes.
"What do you want??!" i asked.
" To kill Tom and take his place." she said with an evil smile.
" What do I have to do with that, just let me go! He'd be happy if you'd kill me" i said
"Bullshit. I've been following you guys and he can't stop looking at you. It's clear that something is going on between you two" she said with a smile.
" Are you serios?! he won't even bother..." i was cut by the bang behind me.
"You sure? looks like he came" she smirked.
" Lisa!" tom screamed.
"Tom?" i said as they grabbed me and pointed a gun at my temple.
" Let me go! Please, what the fuck?!" i screamed.
" Alexandra, what do you want, just tell me and let her go!" Tom said pointing a gun at her.
" See, I told you!" Alexandra said.
"Told her what?" Tom asked.
" You love her! That's why you  broke up with me!" she yelled at him.
" No I don't, I could kill her right here right now if I wanted to" he said serios.
I was sweating, I didn't want to die, atleast not now, not like this.
" ok. If you say so, then do it" alexandra said with an evil smile.

Tom pointed the gun at me and looked into my watery eyes, he raised his eyebrows and I could see he couldn't do it. He bit his teeth hard and was sweating like crazy .
,, I can't do it" he said.
I was in pure shock, I saw he was almost crying, I felt
terrible seeing him this way.

" oh oh, tommy is inlove" alexandra said with a fake sad face. She was so evil, I couldn't stand it anymore.
I quickly pushed the gun from my head hitting the guy that was holding me in the balls. I jumped on Alexandra pulling her hair and started fighting her.
Tom shot the other guys killing them and I was punching Alexandra in the face. She hit me hard, my nose was dripping blood and so was my mouth. Tom pulled her away and I started smiling with blood on my teeth.
"You fucking bitch" . i said
"Don't ever come near her again you hear me?!" Tom said pushing her away and coming to me taking me in his hands.

" Let's go home"

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