Deja vu

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I couldn't believe it. Those words, he said to me. It was him. I knew it was him.

Tom's pov
I was talking to this amazing looking girl until i heard a familiar voice say," Don't leave with him!" it was her, Lisa, it was actually Lisa. I looked into her beatiful broken eyes, I knew the pain I caused them.
"Lisa" i said.
Her eyes started to glow from the tears. She turned around and went to the dance floor. I knew she wanted to speak to me more but she couldn't. She had been crying, she looked so broken.

Lisa's pov
I tried to ignore and have fun but i couldn't. I just wanted to kiss him but he was a monster. He grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me into a more quiet room. I had a Deja vu from when i first told him I loved him.
"Leave me alone Tom!" i said not wanting him to leave me alone
" What do you want Tom? Are you fucking kidding me?! You just forget about everything, about us?! And you dare to use the same words you said to me just so you can get another chick? another PET?!"
i screamed.
" Lisa" he said.
" What now you're just letting everything in the past?' Hm??" i said
" Lisaa! Just shut up!" he said.
" What the fuck do you want me to do huh? I'm a monster, I can't be inlove with someone like you, I can't be inlove with anybody, I'm heartless don't you get it, that's who i'm supposed to be!" he started to tear up.
" So what you we're going to get another girl to torture her the way you tortured me and many other girls? I thought you changed!" i said. He looked down.
" Why did you even drag me here?" i asked.
" I wanted to see how you are
.." he asked still not looking at me.
" Ah well let's see Tom, I'm in therapy because of you ! I've been depressed and all alone thinking about you every second! So i'm great." i said crying
He looked into my eyes and i looked into his. He pulled me and kissed me passionately. I finally felt his lips that i've been craving for a year. He had his hand on my cheek and wiped my tear off. He pulled away.

" I really want you to know that I love you, but I don't deserve you, I can't control myself with my anger.." he said

" It doesn't matter Tom. I want to be with you, I need to be with you. Don't leave me again please!" i said begging him.

"I'm sorry Lisa, i have to go" he left the room.

I just fell on the floor in tears and screamed my heart out.

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