𝐘𝐎𝐔

S&M

slight smut. (18+)

ricky was addicted to sex. he was addicted to sex with ej. the guy he's supposed to dislike. but he knew the one thing that was getting in his way.

falling in love.

he was scared. scared of love. after his breakup last year, and after the relationship with lily, and then coming out as bisexual to his friends, to his dad, to his mom.

he knew the consequences that was going to come in this type of situation. but he didn't care. sex was the only thing running rant free in his mind. and he knew the right person to call for that.

"shut up and kiss me." he slammed his bedroom door shut and pulled ej into a strong, lustful kiss. making the older want to kiss him more. this reminded ricky of the time, he met a guy at the carnival and gave him a blowjob behind the parking lot. that's how addicted he was. anytime, anywhere. he loved sex.

this situation with ricky wasn't new to ej either. he told ricky that being addicted is a major problem, he knows he's just a helper to ricky but that's why he loves doing it. because he loves ricky. but he wasn't sure if ricky felt the same about him.

"you ready?" ej breathed into ricky's ear. making the younger weak in the knees.

"y-yes, fuck me.." in a swift second, ricky was on the bed, stripping out of his clothes, while ej did the same. bowen loved the feelings caswell brung to him, he felt at home. he felt special. he felt loved.

but he couldn't tell ej that. not until he was ready to for a real relationship again. ej knew this because ricky told him before. that's explains why they have sex. to let the feelings out into actions. but they knew love was more than sex. their sexual intercourses were nothing but pleasers to deny the fact that they were in love with one another.

minutes after. moans and groans were through the room. ej on top of ricky. ricky underneath of ej. they both couldn't ask for more. they knew what they were doing was bad, but they were perfectly good at it.

"faster.." ej went faster.
"harder..." ej went harder. as ricky moaned while clawing the older's tanned built back.

sex was in air, they loved the smell of it. and they knew they loved each other too.