He points at the scars. You start crying. You don't know what to say. You both stay like that during a few minutes. You look at Jj. He is looking at every marks on your body. He is crying too. You feel bad and really anxious. He is chocked. Then, Jj looks at you in the eyes for th first time since he entered in the bathroom. You see incomprehension in his eyes.
Jj: Oh my god, y/n...!
He comes toward you. You hide your face for protect you.
Jj: Hey, hey !! I'm not gonna hurt you...! And I never will...
He hugs you very thightly.
Jj: I promise...
The hug ends. You cry.
Y/n: I'm so sorry..!!....I.....I didn't...you didn't have to....to see that.....I didn't wanted....!
Jj: Hey, it's okay,...we don't need to talk about this now, okay ? I'm here...Everything will be okay..
Y/n: Thank you....
You both go to sleep. It's the morning. You wake up.
Jj: Good morning, cupcake !
Y/n: Morning..!
Jj: I coocked just for you !
Y/n: What..? You really did that for me ?
Jj: Of course I did ! Come !
You are very happy. Jj keep smiling. You go to the kitchen with him. You see eggs, bacon, toats, donuts,...on the table
Y/n; Wow ! That's so sweat !! It makes me very happy ! Thank you so much, J !
Jj: Hihi !
You hug him. You eat. You are very happy. All the day passed. You went to the beach with the pogues, and came back with Jj.
Y/n: Hum....Jj ?
Jj: Yeah ? What's up ?
Y/n: I...I wanted to say thank you.
Jj: Why ?
Y/n: You do..You act like if you didn't see my body last night...And..-
Jj: It's normal. I mean,..I saw how much it's complicated for you to show it...and I guess hat it's even more complicated for you to talk about it and to explain everything. And I don't want you to think about it and to remember every moments because of me..So,...you take your time
Y/n: It's very sweat, but..I think that you deserve to know what happened..You-
Jj: Y/n, you don't need-
Y/n: YES I DO NEED TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH !
Jj: It's like you want, but you don't have to
Y/n: But I want you to know..so you can understand..
Jj: You choose
Y/n: Okay, so...hum...3 years ago, I...I was dating a guy..He was very kind, a good guy...hum...One day,..he proposed me to date him...I said yes, and...So he became my first boyfriend..Maybe 2 weeks after the begining of our relationship, he started to beat me...a lot..He was abusive, psycopatic....He hurt me...a lot...
Jj: Oh my god,...but why didn't you tell us ?!
Y/n:....You know, he was also very manipulative...And...he told me a lot of times that all of the pogues didn't care about me...and that he was the only one I could trust...I did trust you, guys....But...He was right...Kind of....cause he was telling me that you didn't even saw the marks on me....
Jj: I'm so sorry that we didn't see...I'm really really so sorry..
Y/n: All the time...he had the control over me...I broke up after months...He..He said that he will kill me many times..One day, I don't really know why, but he decided to leave me..I was very happy..but I was also broken inside..Cause I have kind of loved him..not really the real love, but..I liked him....I wanted to pass away from it...alone...So I decided to don't tell anyone, cause I don't wanted people to be sad for me, or to think that I'm just a victim....So since this day, I hide my body with my clothes..
Jj: Oh, wow...I'm so sorry...During all this time, you didn't wanted to wear crop tops, or short dresses...because of that you care of what people think of you and you scars ?!? Oh god, it's so sad, I'm so sorry for you..
Y/n: And that also is the reason of why I never wear a bikini for go to the beach..And why I didn't want to take a shower with you...And..when we..have love moments,..why I switch the lights off..
Jj: Awe...Come here...
You go on Jj's arms. You make a big hug.
Jj: Don't be scared anymore. You can tell me everything, and show me everthing,...My love for you won't change..
Y/n: Thank you...for everything...and for being here for me..I love you so much, Jj Maybank..
Jj: Always..I love you so much too, y/n Maybank
You keep hugging and cuddling. Then, you got a text form Kiara
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Jj's lover (full story Jj & y/n)
FanfictionYou live in the Outer Banks. You are a pogue, Jj's lover, Jonh B's sister. You are very happy, but you have to be strong for fight all the troubles who will be on your way. The pogues are gonna be here for you. But will you be that strong to pass aw...