Chapter 19: Forgive me

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Jj: Hey, hum..

Y/n: Don't....please..

You start walking away

Jj: No, y/n, please !! Wait !!!

You stop

Jj: I...I am sorry...for everything...I...I know that I don't deserve your atention...and I of course don't deserve your love...

You hear that he is crying. You want to cry very hard, but you resist. It's really hard for you to listen to Jj blaming himself and say sorry

 It's really hard for you to listen to Jj blaming himself and say sorry

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Jj: I just...I can't ask you to forgive me..I just wanted you to know that I am sorry..for real...Could you just,..turn over and look at me ?...Please ?...

You do it. You look at Jj in the eyes. You see that he is crying a lot. It makes you cry too.

Jj: Look..I know what I did..and I really regret it..I can't live without you, y/n...Without you, I can't smile, I can't think about something happy, I can't...i can't live...Without you I'm nothing but shit...You are all my world..You are the love of my life..And I love you so much...! You probably hate me, and I perfectly understand,..I said things so mean to you..I regret it so damn much..! I just want you to know that I didn't and I don't think a word that I said last day..Ezra has to be in jail. And I know that it wasn't just a simple kiss. I know that he struck you and rap-...I know all of it..It was just that I didn't wanted to beleive that my friend could do that..I'm so freacking sorry..And I love you...I love you y/n...so much...I've never stoped loving you and I'll never stop..Cause I can't,..and I don't want to....Please, say something..

Y/n: I lived one of the worst week of my life...and I needed you...You've hurt me so bad...And..And I'm still mad at you...but I understand that it was not easy for you to have a friend in jail..But I think it was not worse as what I lived...I know that I've hurt you too...When I told you that we were done...But I thought it was the only thing that I could do for myself...I mean,...I really thought that you would be here to help me...And when I realised that you weren't...I told myself that my life was really complicated...and that I didn't need a relationship with troubles...

Jj: I totaly understand....I don't know what to say more...I'm sorry and I love is the only thing I can say, actually...

Y/n: You know,...I'm mad at you...And I can't forgive you for the moment...But hearing you saying all of that...and seeing you crying that much...My feeling are taking the control over my mind...I can't live without you neither... Because I love Jj Maybank...But that love hurts so bad when I'm not with you...! You are the one I want..You are the one I love..I want you Jj...Cause I love you

Jj: Oh my god, y/n, come here !

You run over Jj and jump into his arms. You make a big hug. You are still both crying

Jj: I'M SO SORRY Y/N !! I'm so sorry

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Jj: I'M SO SORRY Y/N !! I'm so sorry...!!!

10 minutes after

Y/n: Do you want to be my boyfriend ?

Jj: What ?

Y/n: Do you want to be my boyfriend ?

Jj: Wow, hum...I mean, yes, I would love it !..

You kiss him on the lips

Y/n: I love you, Maybank

Jj: I love you more, beautiful !

You are back together. You are very happy. Jj is happy too, he is just very worried about don't deserve you and he thinks that he can't makes you happy. He is anxious.

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