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    ELI IS FINALLY BACK and i feel just as happy now as i did. when i first got to know her. pain is building up inside me thinking she could just leave at any moment. i don't think she would do that.

i wonder if ward knows she's back, would he do something to her if it means ruining my happiness? that's just something i know he would do. if i have to kill him so be it.

i can't describe though in words how much i missed her, was it obvious to everyone around me that i was hurting? maybe. but no one cares

they all go about their lives, not reaching out in case someone does need help. i didn't need help i just needed her.

but now we have to talk, i couldn't tell you what we have to talk about. can't we just move on and forget everything dumbass mistake i put her through? like is it that hard?

i guess situations are different in everyone's eyes, but god i can't even kiss her again till we do talk. what kind of bullshit is that? can't kiss my girl?

i guess we aren't official yet, maybe in sometime, i could bring her out on the boat again and kiss her under the stars, ask her to be my girlfriend. we could have dinner up there.

i just want her to forget about all her troubles and just relax, i know she hasn't done that in forever. for god sakes she laid in a bed about to go to bed with her shoes on.

also she needs a shower, no way john b, sarah and eli have showered in the bahamas. but i shouldn't complain as long as she's with me, i'm happy, no matter what she looks like.

all i need is my princess. then i know life will be okay no matter what.

—rafe

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aυтнorѕ noтe
im doing a double update yall, i wanted to write another journal entry and like the main plot but i didn't want them in the same chapter, so update later tonight!