Chapter 6

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As you wake you feel an arm over your waist and for a split second you forgot Dean was gone turning over to see if it was him. Met with a sleeping Bucky you slowly slide out from under his grip and enter the bathroom, splashing cold water over your face.
Staring at yourself in the mirror you close your eyes for a second shaking off a twinge of guilt you feel.
Slipping Bucky's t-shirt you grab your phone and head outside the room careful not to wake him.

"Hey you okay?" Sam asks as he answers the phone.
"Yeah sorry for calling early I just wanted to hear your voice which I know sounds weird" you laugh.
"Y/N has something happened?" He asks sounding concerned.
"No I'm fine honestly, just I guess missing him" you sigh.
"I know it's hard" he replies.
"Doesn't help that I feel like I'm the only one still looking for them, Sam I believe they are out there somewhere"
"I know you want to believe but we have to accept they are gone" he sighs down the phone.
"You have both returned from hell before " you whisper.
"Crowley confirmed they aren't in hell" he replies.
"I know" you let out a huge sigh not knowing that Bucky has now woken and can hear your conversation.
"How is baby" you smile
"You know she's just sitting there, you could've taken her"
"Umm you know if I so put as put as put a mark on her then Dean would never let me live it down so it's best she stays with you" you laugh.
"Maybe that's one way to get Dean to come back" Sam half laughs.
"Yeah maybe, but I don't wanna harm something so perfect unnecessarily so I will just have to keep thinking" 
"The way you and Dean talk about the car is just weird" he chuckles.
"Oh please it's not, plus she's our baby and you know you love her too" you reply laughing.
"Whatever, is today the day your going to visit your bother?" Sam asks cautiously"
"Yeah I think the less I think or talk about it right now the better otherwise I might back out" you sigh.
"Okay I won't push just know I'm here if you wanna talk"
"I know one thank you for not pushing" you smile to yourself thinking how the Winchester brothers have always understood you better than yourself sometimes.
"Look I gotta run feel free to come and visit whenever you want" he offers.
"I might just take you up on that I do miss baby and you too I guess, speak to you later Sam" you reply hanging up the phone.

"She has a kid?" Bucky thinks to himself having overheard some of the conversation.
You come back into the room and jump as you see Bucky stood with his jeans on but no top.
"I think that belongs to me doll" he smirks.
"Well it looks better on me" you smirk back.
"I can't argue with that, but unfortunately I can't return to the compound with no top so..." he says coming over to you and slowly removing the top from you now realising you are just in your panties.
"Like what you see" you tease.
"Oh you know I do" he says his fingers trailing along your body.
"Last night was fun" you gasp as you feel his hand brush over your sensitive spot through your panties.
"Mmmm it was" he inches closer brushing his lips over neck.

Placing your hands on his chest you push him back.
"But you need to get back and I have stuff to do" you smile at him.
"I have time" he says going to step closer but you put your hand up.
"I'm gonna shower, make sure the door is closed behind you" you say heading into the bathroom and locking the door.
Starting the shower you let it warm up the best it can for a crappy motel before getting in. You stand there just letting the luke warm water wash over you as you have flashes of last night come back to you.
After washing your hair you get out and get dressed wearing one of Deans shirts that you loved and a pair of denim shorts before heading out to grab breakfast.

Sitting in the diner you send Pops a quick text as you sit nervous about going to see you brother. You decided he should have a chance to get to know you, okay maybe not best to tell him what you do for a living because that's not exactly normal, but then again he works with superhero's. Playing it by ear seems best it could turn out to be a complete disaster and that's fine because you already have a family.

Nervously you walk up to the tower, and begin to pace back and forth outside.
"You gonna come inside" you hear a voice that makes you jump, turning to see Nat stood behind you smiling.
"Oh ummm I...maybe..." you begin rambling.
"We don't bite" Nat teases.
"Well one of you does" you say in your head memories of Bucky from last night play.
"Y/N?" Nat says dragging you out from your daydream.
"Mmm, sorry, maybe this wasn't the best idea" you say going to turn away.
"Come on the others have been dying to see you again, especially Clint" she smiles at you.
"Fine" you sigh as you follow her inside.

"Well well look who's returned" Tony smirks at you as Nat leads you inside to the lounge area.
"Hi" you smile back.
"Hi" Clint jumps up from the sofa.
"Hi" you look down at your feet.
Clint, Nat and Tony seem to be the only people in the room currently.
"You hungry?" Nat asks.
"Oh no I'm good just ate" you reply.
"Diner food?" Tony asks.
"Yep love my waffles in the morning" you flash him a smile.
"How about tomorrow you join us for breakfast?" Tony asks and Nat gives him a look which you notice.
"Ummm.." you start to fiddle your hands.
"There will be waffles with bacon and our coffee is way better then a diners" Tony looks at you raising his eyebrows.
"I will think about it" you smile.

"Oh hi" a red head says as she walks into the lounge "You must be Y/N I'm Wanda" she smiles as she introduces herself.
"Hi" you smile at her.
Slowly more people start filling the room introducing themselves and you start to feel a little overwhelmed.
"How about a games day" Tony suggests.
"Sounds good" Wanda agrees.
"Be warned though Y/N it gets competitive" Nat laughs.
"Oh I umm.." you begin to say.
"You will be joining" Tony quickly says before you can finish your sentence and Clint flashes you an sorry about him look.
"Okay sounds great"

"What can you tell us about her" you hear a males voice say entering the room.
"Drop it Sam" you recognise Bucky's voice.
"I want to know" Sam teases.
"What you two on about" Steve asks.
"I wanna know who Bucky spent the evening with" Sam states.
"Ooo Bucky met someone" Wanda now teases and you feel yourself tense.
"Drop it" Bucky says before noticing you sat on the sofa.
"Y/N I'm sorry I didn't see you there" Sam smiles at you.
"It's fine" you half smile back.
"It's good to see you again" Sam replies.
"Yeah you too"
"Y/N" Bucky smirks at you.
"James" you smirk back.

"Wait did you need a check up?" Tony asks.
"Oh no I'm all good I went to doctors at home" you lie.
"Who is picking the first game?" Nat asks.
"Monopoly" Sam shouts.
"You sulk when you lose" Nat teases.
"I have a good feeling this time" Sam replies.
"Fine monopoly it is" Tony says heading to get the games.

A few hours, many tantrums and some drinks later you are all now playing twister.
"Okay Y/N left hand red" Clint announces.
As you try and move you end up incredible close to Steve.
"Excuse me" you smile as you place your hand on red and you feel Bucky's eyes on you.
"Oh Buck right foot blue" and as Bucky begins to move he ends up causing everyone to fall and Steve grabs ahold of you to break the fall.
Everyone bursts out laughing as you end up in collapsed heap on the floor.
"Thanks for breaking my fall" you smile noticing Steve still has his arms around you.
"You're welcome" he smiles back.

"Man you had to take us out" Sam whines at Bucky.
"It was an accident" he replies while he stares at you and Steve, you notice and move out of Steve's touch.
"It's getting late, thanks for having me but I gotta get back" you say standing up with help from Steve.
"Nonsense we have a spare room you can stay here" Tony says.
"Oh no I'm fine honestly I could do with the walk after that pizza" you smile at them picking up your phone and room key.
"At least let me walk you back then so you're not walking alone" Clint offers.
"Fine" you reply knowing not to argue "thanks for today it was fun" you say facing everyone.
"Breakfast tomorrow don't forget, 9am" Tony shouts as you are walking out.
"I'm not getting out of that am I" you say to Clint.
"Sorry kiddo I don't think so"

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