✰"𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟!"𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐝.✰
Valentina Ramírez had grown up to be a rockstar in her own little band called "Grave Callers" (NOT THE MOVIE😭) The band members are... iz...
Im sitting there on the bathroom floor hitting walls throwing myself onto walls banging my head against the door even if i hear loud banging coming from the other side, i don't care..
I don't even know why im crying over a guy.. it was only 3 months.. am i overreacting?..
Ugh so many thoughts go though my head speaking of my head it just keeps thumping each time the person bangs on the door i guessed it was Bill when i heard him screaming and crying my name.
I felt bad for putting him through this, with me, he's dealt with me for so long im surprised he hasn't left me.
I don't understand my own emotions why i put myself into this position.. i question myself in my thoughts before hearing banging on the door way louder this time as if they were about to break the door down.
I just stare at the door wow.. i can't move for a odd reason.. i look around at what I've done..
Everything on the floor theres holes in the wall small pecks of blood along with it knuckles red and burning.. how stupid is this.. over a boy.
I still can't move..i don't understand why.. but i guess it helps my temptations to throw myself on the wall.
Im surprised i haven't gotten a con- "VALENTINA OPEN THE DOOR!" I hear Georg yell i guess thats why the banging is louder then usual by now i would've given up and opened it.. but i can't i don't understand why..
I just sit there on the floor un able to move but in at least conscious.. well now i have time to think.
I got home ran to bills room with izzy started speaking out everything not missing a single detail then not even 30 minutes after i hear moaning coming from toms room i don't know what happened but it made me mad that i had nobody and he had somebody it was unfair.. so i walked away and i simply got a extra room and i told bill and izzy i wanted to sleep alone and think about it they trusted me so they said goodnight.
Not a goodnight.. i went into my bathroom and looked in the mirror and started just flowing out the anger.. then bill came rushing and screaming telling me to open the door and then.. it came to this.
Me unable to move. Sitting on the bathroom floor. Red knuckles. Looking like a hell of a mess.while they bang on my bathroom door.
I continue to sit there staring off into space unaware of my own surroundings until somebody somehow unlocks the door. Ah yes lock pickers of course..
