Twisted

Blue

Death took from us one of the precious people in our life
Yeah, we can't see him again but we can feel him smiling, comforting us.
Death is so weird, he takes what he wants and leaves what he wants but everything is for a reason
Saying goodbye when you didn't expect to say it now saying rest in peace when you were just having peace with him
How much you'll miss him and can't be seen anymore only his soul can comfort you

"Dear, friend... My dearest Rathod. Since our dance in the French restaurant, I knew that you were different in a good and enjoyable way. You lead me without any deviation from my goals... Sorry, I saw you dying in front of my eyes and I couldn't do a thing, as I rescued you before, I could do it again And thank you... Thank you for everything. Hope your soul finds peace, my dearest friend"

On 1 September 2022

I stepped downwards from the stage, I was saying my eulogy. I noticed a small blond kid sitting next to her mother. I can say it's Lucia and Rathod's wife. Lucia means light but I can feel her light is turned off.

We were at his funeral, Celine and Lela crying quietly. Jacob standing beside me holding me, and Roman and Antoine quietly helping at his funeral. Mechelle, Nicole, and 3 Korean brothers were there too.

My tears know their way down my cheeks, I was trying to be strong with all the yells and cries.

"Rathod, my love. No" His wife yelled. Lucia wasn't here of course.

I walked away fastly, I can't handle it any longer. I started to feel my panic attack grows.

"10, 9, 8, 7..." I should count to less the nerve. I noticed Lucia setting near the lake. I made my way to her calmly and sat beside her.

"Daddy isn't coming back... I know Mommy is lying to me, Aunt Helen" Lucia spoke brokenly.

My words disappeared from my mouth, I don't know what should I say.

"Daddy... He left me" She started to cry. I took her quickly in my lap while trying to collect myself from this little kid.

"Your daddy told me something to say to you before he left... He Loves You To The Moon And Back, His Little Light. You should be strong for him, Lucia. Daddy loves you"

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On 2 September 2022

"He was killed... whatever he knew, they killed him to keep him silent and Vanngo, that son of bitch I won't have mercy on him" I spoke while vibrating my leg.

"You need to be smart, Helen. Whatever Rathod knew, he was so sharp and dumb and they took advantage of it" Ari commented.

"I don't know what should I do, Ari. You don't know how it's terrifying to see my friend a dead body in front of me" I put my head between my two hands, every time I remember that scene I tremble.

Ari hugged me to calm me down.

"We should put an end to this psychopath, I'm always by your side and we need to move, did you tell anyone about it?" Ari asked.

"No... I wanted to tell Roman after the funeral but I didn't get the chance, there were many people and I was afraid that the murderer is one of them"

"Hey, girls" Nick came and sat in the coffee, he is no longer working in it. He got another proper job at his uni.

"Hey, Nickolas," Ari said while breaking the hug with me. Still, Nick has no clue about what is going on in my life.

"I need to go home, Aaron is getting ready to leave next week" I quietly said.