just for you [Billy Hargrove]

twenty two-first day back

Today was the first day of senior year. I got up early to take a shower. I woke up around 6.

I found a nice black sweater and white jeans. I layed them on my counter and grabbed a towel. I layed the towel next to my clothes. I started the shower and undressed.

I didn't make it steaming hot like i normally do. I made it warm. I got in the shower and used my lavender body wash. I washed my body then washed my hair.

I got out and wrapped the towel around my torso. I dried off and got dressed.

I grabbed my socks and put them on. Then i grabbed my shoes and backpack and headed downstairs.

I found Junior scrambling around trying to find something.

"Jun what are you looking for?" I walked over to her.

"My goddamn binder." She stormed off into the living room.

"I saw it in your bedroom." She quickly ran upstairs.

I sat my bag down on the counter and grabbed a water bottle. The time was around 7. We need to leave in 15 minuets.

I finished putting stuff in my backpack and headed out the door. I got in the drivers seat and started the car.

"If your not out here in 2 minuets your walking to school!" I yelled out.

Soon enough the girls came one by one. First Jersey then Rosia then Junior and last Oaklynn.

I started to drive to school. On the way their i saw Mike, Dustin and Lucas biking to school. We waved and they waved back.

Rosia was the most nervous. She was scared she won't know anyone, or worse she won't make any friends. I told her not to worry. Everyone will love her, if she doesn't give them a sassy attitude. Junior and Jersey already have their friends and so does Oaklynn.

After Junior and Jersey's fighting we made it to school. We dropped Oaklynn of first then made it to the high school parking lot.

Junior and Jersey basically flew out of the car and ran inside. Rosia sat in the car and stared ahead of her. I wanted to walk her in so she didn't feel alone.

After 5 minutes she got out. I put my bag over my shoulder and took her hand in mine.

I walked her to her locker and kissed her on her head. I headed to my locker and grabbed everything i needed.

I headed to my first class.

Math

I fucking hate math. I've always been a c student in it.

I walked in and immediately noticed Billy. I smiled and got the seat next to him. He pecked my lips and rubbed my belly. Im now 4 months pregnant. It feels like i just found out yesterday.

I told Billy i loved the name Lilith. I told him we could call her Lili for short. And he said he loved that idea. So we are naming her Lilith Amanda Hargrove.

Amanda was our aunt. She was the best person ever. She died when i was 7.

Just then the bell rang.

As i was looking across the room i noticed Eddie hiding in the back left corner. I waved to him but he just gave me a fake smile.

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After the longest 45 minutes ever class was over. I grabbed my books and Billy walked me to my locker.

As we were talking Jersey ran over to me.

"I fucking hate this school, someone made fun of my goddamn name again." I looked at her wide eyed. I've never heard her say the f word.

"One, screw them your name is beautiful. And two watch what you say." She quickly looked stunned.

"I'm so sorry, i didn't realise i said that."

I told her it was okay and she left us. Billy walked me to my class again. I walked in and noticed Robin. I quickly took the seat next to her.

"Hey Robin." I smiled as she looked over at me.

"(Y/n) thank god, i thought i was gonna die of not knowing anyone." She smiled as she hugged me.

We talked for a little before class started. I can't wait for lunch.

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Finally lunch! I only grabbed an apple and found our regular table. I sat next to Robin while Nancy and Jonathan sat across from us, like always.

As i scanned the room i saw Jersey with her friends, i saw Junior with Alyssa, and then i saw Rosia standing there clueless. I waved her over and she quickly walked over and sat next to me.

I mainly talked to her the whole time. She ranted to me about the snotty girls in her english class. She had said one girl even asked if she hated her name because the girl said she did.

All of the girls have such unique names. I remember a girl hated Oaklynn just because her name had Oak in it.

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After Rosias rambling the bell went off for 5th period.

I went to my locker and started to grab my books. But behind me i could her girls talking about me being pregnant. So obviously I'm gonna say something.

"Listen, i know i'm pregnant, i have a huge ass belly. But just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean i'm any less of a good student or person, so please grow up and don't talk about people." I smiled then shut my locker and walked to my next class.

I walked im and saw Eddie. So i decided to sit next to him. I smiled as i put my books on my desk. He smiled back but he seemed off.

"Your pregnant?" He looked over at me as i opened my books.

"Oh uhm yeah." I smiled not knowing what to do.

Class started but it was still awkward.

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It was finally last period. 7th period.

As i walked in i realized i knew no one. I found an empty seat and sat down.

And just as i thought it couldn't get worse Jason walked threw the door. His stupid signature smile and his Letterman jacket. And of course he took the seat next to me.

He put his books on the table and smiled at me. That asshole.

I just wanted this class to be over with.

Halfway through class he tapped on my shoulder and asked for a pencil. I said i didn't have one so i didn't have to look at him again.

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Finally school was over. I basically ran to my locker to put my stuff up. I put everything up and slammed my locker shut. I walked out to the car and the girls were waiting even Oaklynn. We all got in and sighed.

"Today was horrible." We all said at the same time.