Time: 9:00
Location: Home
Things have changed
You may disagree, as much hasn't changed on the outside. But change has happened.
I haven't been writing in you much, I stopped after November, I've buried my shy naive habits and embraced a fake personality, I'm proud to say it's helped.
Don't get me wrong, as soon and I enter the walls of my home, my persona disappears faster than you could say... eh some catchphrase.
Faking it till I make it seems as though I'm not going anywhere.
But to my surprise, it's put me into light.
Smiles at school every morning and invites to parties.
The idea that people can forget the person you were before and embrace the person you are now.
With that, I think I can say that I have been making friends.
Last month the redhead began to look at me like a normal girl and then she started looking at me like differently all together. I wasn't complaining.
She asked me out, at the same cafe, it was fun, besides the fact that she wasn't funny at all, was fidgeting a lot, in a way, she reminds me of my mother.
I don't think I would ever date someone like my mother.
The only thing I that really captivates me was how she was always there to help me. She always drove me places, gave me my usual on the house.
But she still looked at me like I was a little girl, I'd send her a late night text and she would say "It's late, shouldn't you be asleep?"
Jesse would have never said anything to me about the fact that I was "up past my bedtime"
But I'm not with Jesse, and to tell the truth it started to anger me. So I had to erase her from my life because it hurt so badly.
What also hurts is how my mother is so angry at me for not being able to be the perfect daughter. The fact that she is barely home gave me the opportunity to leave the house freely, which I would've never done willingly a few months ago.
Anyways I went to a crazy party. I mean absolutely booming with energy- not the point. To wrap it up, I came home at about 4AM. It was pitch black inside the house as it usually is. Until the lamp was turned on and my mother was sat in the kitchen looking unimpressed.
Ever since then I've had to sneak outside and I guess I tied the knot somehow.
I'm grounded, and it's the worst.
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Gizem / GerilimA charming first encounter quickly changes into something more when murderer, Jesse Dominiq takes a liking to teenage troubled Cleo Satori, Would this relationship work out with Cleo's extremely baised mother and Jesse's messed up past?
