How Could You Love Me?

💚Bonus Chapter💛

  When I left y/n's place, I took off running to Tanjiro's house. When I got there his mom answered the door.
  "Oh, hello there. How may I help you?" She held a small towel in her hand, opening the door slowly while drying her hands. "It is quite late, isn't it?" I opened my mouth to speak, but a male voice came from behind her.
  "Honey, what's wrong?" He saw me, "Ah! It's you!" He turned to his wife, "Honey, this is the young boy I told you about who walked Tanji home." She then smiled brightly before looking at me,
  "Really? Oh my! Thank you for that, good sir. Most kids these days don't bother to do such kind things.."
  "Oh, no, it's nothing! Really!" I laughed nervously, "I was actually coming by to see if it was alright if we could hand out-"
  "Mom?" My eyes widened,
  "Ah, Tanji.. your friend came by." She moved out of the way, "Wanted to know if you wanna hang out." She smiled,
  "Oh.. well, he wanted to ask you because he didn't know how y'all felt about me staying out late.. but yes.. if I could go.." His voice was trailing off,
  "Oh silly, of course you can! Just be careful, and don't take too much drugs." She was stern on that last part, but still kept a warm smile on her lips.

"Your parents seem cool," I grinned,
"They are.. kind people too.. I'm glad they raised me." I heard his voice go soft. We walked for a bit before going to a place in the woods. We laughed and played around as we started running around the tall trees; also climbing them too. We fell off a few times, hitting our heads, but his seemed to be invisible! No blood, no scratches! Nothing! But mine was the opposite.. but we ended up resting on the ground in the open. It was a beautiful night.. it felt as if this had already happened though.. like. Like maybe we danced and played in the forest long ago.. maybe in our past lives? I dunno.. maybe? Anyway, we rested there for a moment longer before we turned to face each other. His eyes were soft and looked deep into mine. I felt my face go red and hot as I looked away, staring at his shirt. He let out a soft chuckle before rubbing his fingers against my cheek.
"About... Sunday.. I.." He stopped rubbing my face. He slowly moved his hands to his chest, looking a bit nervous.. "I really didn't want.." My eyes went soft.. but they were hurt. Hurt eyes. I was about to speak, to tell him I'm sorry for ruining his first time.. "I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable.. I enjoyed it, really.. but I knew what I was doing but I didn't really think twice if you did as well.. I'm so sorry.." Tears swelled in his eyes; glistening in the moonlight. I cupped his face with one hand, whispering to him.
"No.. I also knew what I was doing, and I'd do it all over again." He chuckled, and so did I. "But no.. seriously. You.. I dunno. It feels like we've met before; me and you. And I feel connected to you in, like, the least weirdest way possible! Haha."
"I also feel the same.. maybe in our past lives we crossed paths?"
"Mate! I was thinking the same thing!" He laughed, and it was adorable. "But honestly, even if we never had sex again.. I'd still wanna be with you like this." I said, smiling softly while looking into his eyes, feeling his warmth against my skin.
"But how could we not??"
"Our dicks could get cut o-"
"That's enough reasons, haha."

We laid in the same spot for about an hour listening to music from my phone. We actually knew a couple songs, so we would start singing them together and make out a few times. A few songs later a good one came on, so I started singing it alone, since he didn't know it.
"She told me how to be funny.. ba ba ba ba..." I didn't really feel like singing the whole thing, since my throat was sore and dry from using my lungs all night. "And I guess I'll just miss her.. even though she isn't really gone.."
"What's this one called.. I've heard some parts of it.. but never really caught the name." I yawned,
"Blue.. hair, by tv girl.."
"Ah.. I'll be sure to add it to my playlist later," He moved to his side again facing me, he had closed his eyes, softly breathing as she fell asleep. I glanced over my shoulder and smiled. I then also turned to face him, pulling him close to my chest while running my hand through his hair, kissing his forehead gently. I didn't fall asleep, since I wanted to make sure he'd be okay and I didn't really trust what was out here; if there really was anything. I didn't want to take a chance.