He... He is different

12.

I woke up to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw Jisung. I was in my room. I slowly stood up. I had no idea how I got here. Jisung was sitting on the chair next to the bed.

"You slept for over 10 hours. You were so tired?"

"Hey. You won't get enough sleep in the hospital."

"You slept there for three days! If I remember correctly."

"Two days," I laughed. He started too.

"Come and have breakfast," he stood up.

"Jisung? Why did you grab my hand yesterday? " He didn't answer and went out. What is it? I went downstairs where everyone was except Jisung of course.

"Where's Han? And otherwise good morning."

"He went to the garden," Hyunjin answered. I went to the garden where there was a small gazebo and a bed of roses. Jisung was sitting in the gazebo. I sat down next to him and held his hand. "What's wrong with you, Jun?" I said. you're in your subconscious.. Jisung turned to me and smiled then went back to the view of the lake.To tell the truth, Jisung is handsome but I'm still thinking about what's going on in my life right now.

"It's a beautiful lake, isn't it?" he suddenly said. "It's beautiful from a distance and up close, but inside, it's dirty and impure because of the people who made it." He finished and turned to me.

"I mean myself by that lake." I was surprised that he thought that about himself.

,,Jisung,.....everyone is like that. Not just you."

"You're not like that... you're clean both inside and out," nice words, but I didn't like them very much. He thinks he's bad and impure, which isn't true. Everyone is bad. Me too. She looked I looked at him. He had tears and pity in his eyes. He closed his eyes and let the tears run down his face. I wiped the tears from his face.

"Jisung......don't think of yourself like that. You will always be good to me." I slowly started to cry too. His words hurt not only him. He lowered his head. My heart hurt.

"You're the only one who told me...that I'm...good." He raised his head, "Please, Jun, don't cry." Now I bowed my head. Jisung lifted my head and hugged me. I immediately returned the hug. When I calmed down a bit, I pulled away. I looked at the lake and saw the reflection of the sun, which made the lake and the garden the most beautiful place in the world. Plus Jisung was sitting next to me. "You must have fallen in love Jun." My subconscious was probably right. I felt different when I was with Jisung and when I was without him.

"Jisung-ie, come in. I've had enough crying today," I giggled. He just smiled. He took my hand again and we went in. I hid my tearful eyes under my hair. I almost couldn't see anything and that's why I almost collapsed on the ground in front of the door. to the kitchen.

"Get that hair out of your face," Jisung-ie said and laughed.

"Doves," said Felix. I forgot that I was holding him. Well, whatever, it happens.

"So we have a new couple?" Chan asked. Me and Jisung looked at each other.

"We don't know yet," we said, and at once they started laughing. And the boys joined in. Then Duri ran into the kitchen.

"You didn't even introduce your Basenji to us," Minho said offended.

"Her name is Duri." I smiled. The guys looked at each other and then at Jisung.

"I'll be right back," he said and went somewhere. Hyunjin slowly approached me and covered my eyes.

"Put your hands to yourself," said Seungmin. I did so. Suddenly, something like a box was placed on my hands.

"Surprise!!" Everyone shouted and Hyunjin took my hands away from my eyes. I had a box in my hands with a puppy inside. It was a Husky puppy.

"You guys didn't have to. And why did you give me that puppy anyway?"

"Finally, no one will stop you, so why not. What will you name her?"

"Emmm.....Soha," I said with a smile.

"Nice," Jeongin said.

"I'll take her upstairs. Duri come." I went to the room. Duri followed me. And Jisung followed Duri. I put Soha in the crate because Duri has to get used to her and this is the safest option. I stood up from the crate and Jisung grabbed me around waist and put his head on my shoulder.

"You want to go out with me, don't you?" I asked him with a grin. He froze. I just laughed at him.

"And what if it is?"

"Then I'll say yes too."

"If you want, we can go together," he said and smiled.

,, To the shop?"

"You monster," he laughed.

"Ok, now I'm seriously going to go out with you." He smiled like the sun. So this will be even more interesting. But I'm looking forward to finally caring about someone and someone caring about me. It couldn't be better. Or could it?