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4- ☕︎Pavitr Prabhakar 🌧-☁

Warnings/!TW!'s

-Gore-
-mentions of suicide
-Over thinking
-Clueless Pav 🤦‍♀
-Gayatri hater (not fr just jelly of her)
-Angsty (teen)
-Swearing?
-fluff

FanFic info V

Credits to holding_my_heart

Clueless!Pavitr Prabhakar

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Hopeless Romantic!Emotionally- -sensitive!Fem!Reader

Non-Platonic Relationship
(REQUESTED)
yourlovesickwife

Not proofread‼️
Started: 2:26am June 25th 2023
Finished: 2:22pm June 25th 2023

3rd person pov

Gayatri, Gayatri, Gayatri... She's all he talks about now, Y/N was never the jealous type especially when it came to her boyfriend, she trusted he wouldn't cheat but ever since Gayatri came around it's always about her, of course Y/N understands Gayatri was going through something and Pavitr wanted to help but it's drove her crazy, she was replaced every single day, Planned to sit with Pav at lunch 'Sorry but can Gayatri come her friends aren't here today' then suddenly she was ignored by the both of them, Planned study session? 'Sorry Gayatri wants to study with me' Planned date with Pav? 'Sorry can we reschedule? Gayatri needs comforting' Everything they tried to do Gayatri had to ruin it, probably not intentionally but she did and it was starting to piss Y/N off

Y/N POV

It's Sunday I'm supposed to be going on a date with Pavitr tonight, he promised he wouldn't cancel this time, I trust he won't as he claimed he had warned Gayatri that he has a date and won't be available unless it's extremely important, so here I am doing my makeup to match my blue dress before my phone started to ring, I was going to let it ring through but the thought of it being Pavitr made me answer

"Hello?"

"Hey N/N!" Pavitr honey sweet voice came through the speaker it made me smile

"Do you need something babe?" I ask trying not to let my voice cracks as I already knew it would be him canceling on me for Gayatri again

"Uhm.." There was talking in the background it's sounded like Gayatri

I rolled my eyes, though he couldn't see it just like he couldn't see the tears streaming down my face

"I need to cancel baby, Gayatri is really upset, maybe next time?" He sounds unsure but I trust he isn't cheating Pavitr isn't like that... Right?

"Y- Yeah next time" fuck my voice broke I cover my mouth

"Okay I lo-" I hung up on him, I couldn't take hearing him lie about how much he loves my "God why can't I just be her?!" My voice breaks and cracks as I throw my phone across the room screaming at the top of my lungs, throwing things around, I would have to pick that up later, makeup streaming down my face a mixture of eyeliner and mascara, taking a wet wipe and wiping my face down from all the mascara, and eyeliner tossing the wet wipe into the trash and walking over to my bed falling onto the bed and start crying my eyes out, fucking Gayatri everything is about her, if I could I would beat the shit out of her right now, beat her black and blue till blood is coming out of her mouth but I knew it's something I wouldnt do shes too sweet, why does my hand feel so warm? I open my eyes to look at my hand, blood was seeping from my knuckles, fuck I glance at my wall blood on that and around the fresh hole, fuck I can cover that, I walked back into my bathroom, cleaning the fresh wound, before wrapping it in bandages, I can't do this, I go back to my bed and lay down, tossing and turning, staring at the ceiling, staring at the wall, the clock, the door, after awhile I finally fall asleep.