Life As We Know It (Louis Tomlinson Fanfic)

Chapter 11 - Revelations

I hoped that eating would take my mind off things.

But it didn't.

I couldn't help but think for once Louis hadn't made a move on me tonight, and strangely I didn't mind that he called me babe.

I snuggled into him closer, happy to have some kind of human contact to sooth me. His steady breathing was oddly consoling.

As he kissed my forehead I fell into complete bliss.

An all to familiar stirring in my heart was the last thing I felt before I closed my eyes.

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A feeling of movement gently woke me up, opening my eyes I found a rather dishevelled Louis standing in front of me.

"Shit, sorry. I was trying not to wake you."

I took in a breath and looked down to find that I was in my bed, still wearing the same clothes from last night.

"How did I get here?" I inquired.

He shifted nervously from one foot to another, before quickly brushing his fingers through his now slightly greasy hair.

"Umm, I carried you." He admitted.

I was still trying to get used to this "New Louis" I must say, I prefer him over the cocky old one.

"I should probably get going now." 

Slowly he turned around started to walk out of my room.

"Wait." I exclaimed. "Are you doing anything today?"

"No, why's that?" He asked.

Now It was my turn to be the dominant one.

"You should stay, I have to thank you some way or another for last night."

"You don't have to, I was only being a good friend."

"No, it's okay, plus I need to take my mind off things."

By things, I meant Zayn, and even just by thinking his name I started to get that unusual ping in my heart.

Without warning I could fee my eyelids watering up and once again I started crying for the second time in 24 hours in front of Louis.

I must've looked pathetic. When I cry I don't even look human, my face make all kind of weird shapes, and I don't know why anyone would want to look at me, especially not the popular guy like Louis. 

He grabbed me in his strong arms and held me tight, his arms easily reaching around my average frame.

I could feel him whispering in my ear, telling me that everything was going to be okay.

But I couldn't hold it in any longer, I still felt so guilty. I didn't care that Louis was seeing me like this anymore.

I would give anything to go back in time and tell myself not to lead Zayn on, absolutely anything.

I don't even know why Louis was being so nice to me.

Even though it was early morning he smelt absolutely incredible, his usually perfectly styled quiff now fell flat on his face.

I thought he looked even better, I felt like I was getting to see another side of Louis.

Not that I really was having been crying for the last 24 hours in front of him.

Stupid emotions.

I tried to pull myself together and looked up at Louis.

I could feel a stirring in my heart.

It immediately made me feel guilty again. I shouldn't have feelings for him, I just broke up with Zayn.

I could feel him staring into my eyes for what seemed like forever.

His right arm brushed my loose hair back. I felt exposed, I didn't even have decent makeup on and my pimples were all probably showing.

Before I knew it he was leaning in slower, closing the distance between us.

Thoughts clouded my head, I probably shouldn't have done it but I just wanted to forget everything about Zayn and try and replace the pain.

I quickly closed the distance between us and forcefully pushed my lips into his.

It felt so right just to give into my instincts and not have to worry about anything.

He was gentle at first, but then I could feel his tongue brushing between mine, begging for entrance.

I let him do what he wanted.

He leant over top of me, his elbows propped either side of my head.

I couldn't hold back any longer, so I pulled the collar of his shirt, forcing him on top of me.

He didn't seem to mind.

Everything was getting extremely hot and heavy, I could feel myself unbuttoning the buttons of his shirt one by one. He was moaning under his breath, so was I. His tongue slowly darting in and out of my mouth.

I couldn't control anything I was doing, I was too overcome by pain.

His hands slowly trailed down to the hem of my pants and started to slowly pull them down.

In that minute I had completely forgotten about the popular Louis Tomlinson who slept with everyone. I just let him use me for what he wanted, because at the time, I thought it was what I wanted too.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and I could feel him place me carefully back onto my bed...

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I am so sorry for the incredibly slow update guys!

I've been extremely busy with school, sports and my new job and I have had literally no time. So I hope this chapter will be okay.

Except for today I got about 3 hours free so I thought I would reward you guys with another chapter.

I won't have a read , comment vote limit, I will just update the next chapter when I'm free again.

But Hi to all the new readers! I love receiving all of your comments and I hope you guys will continue to read Life As We Know It.

-Kayla