482 《 not fanfic 》

36

This time when I went to the doctor it wasn't for you. My mom said she was worried about my mental health. Turns out I've been having panic attacks.

I think about how you haven't been getting any better and what could happen if you never do. I start to cry really hard and I can't control it. I can't breathe and I feel like I'm being squished.

You've been asleep for 36 days, Grace. People don't just get better after that.