482 《 not fanfic 》

50

It's been 50 days since the accident.

I haven't been to see you in 7.

We haven't gotten any calls about how you're doing so I'm guessing nothing has happened.

My mom's trying to act like everything's okay but I know it's not. You've been asleep for 50 days. That doesn't happen to healthy people.

I haven't been feeling very well either. After I started to panic really bad during school, I stopped going on Fridays because I have to spend the day in Dr. Carrie's office. She wants me to call her by her first name because she thinks it will make us closer. I don't like it so I try to avoid calling her anything at all. All we do all day is sit around while she goes on about my feelings even though I've never told her how I feel. I don't talk that much anymore. You used to talk so much.