Farewell My Paradise

must read.

welp. here we are... im so glad i FINALLY finished this story oml...

i started writing it last year.. like february.. and finally finished it after year and a half🥹

even my best friend got mad at me and would ask me every few months "Did you finish it?" and i would always be like "........ no........"

i want to apologize for bad ending, it was so rushed i know, i deff did not have this in mind when i first started writing the story..

lemme tell you, at first, i was like "Im gonna give people a happy ending, without anything bad happening in the book, only nice and cute things." BUT i probably gave you five heart attacks..

thats why shinichiro isnt even dead in the first season... because i planned to keep everyone alive. but i just didnt know how to keep the story going if i didnt.. kill someone.. i only planned it for izana..

at one point i wanted to put izana as one of the leaders of kantou OR even make another gang that izana would lead. but i ended up killing him instead❤️❤️❤️

i remember last year when i thought of the title of the book i did not want that to end like this. but again.. did i expect a book that hold a title Farewell My Paradise to have a happy ending..?

ANYWAYS, ITS DONE NOW... IM SORRY!

it too rushed, the ending, and maybe too dark for some people.. ive read Haunting Adeline and Killing stalking so this is normal for me🥹

okay, now, lets talk about the upcoming book two.. some people might know the title already, since i posted it to TikTok (@manjiroscutie) but i also put text over it to dunno what to expect. if you know the title shush.👀

book will include two twin boys that are children of mikey and yn, to which i also apologize, i did not mean to make mikey such a big shit that would rape someone..

i came up with an idea of pregnancy on a train back from school and decided to just go with it since i had writers block at the moment, but also wanted to finally finish the story.

twins are called Tengoku (Heaven) and Jigoku (Hell) ... dont ask me why i didnt come to that idea just yet.. if anyone has an idea why, write in the comms🥹🥹

firstly, i wanted to make one each twin go to one parent, one to mikey and second to y/n, and i really planned to... but when i came to the last chapter... i was like... bro... THE STORY IS NAMED FAREWELL MY PARADISE... THATS SUPPOSED TO BE THE LAST LINE! HE'S SUPPOSED TO DIE.

😃😃😃😃😃😃

I EVEN HAVE IT WRITTEN IN NOTES!

welp.

this are some pics that i found for twins, at mikey's and y/n's ages in the beggining of the story.. so 15.

first one is Jigoku and the second Tengoku...

If you guys will want ill make a boom three with their story.. like them being leaders of gangs and stuff... ill write it even in you guys wont want to read it👹

so this is my final goodbye.. for now ofc... will maybe take me to write a second book a year also... be prepared... sorry... ill try to write as much as i can now on my summer vacation.

BYE NICE PEOPLE! THANK YOU FOR READING THIS SHITTY STORY THAT I WROTE WHEN I WAS 15/16😃you guys make my dream come true oml ily<33