୨⎯ "sing for me please" ⎯୧ bill kaulitz X reader˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

≡;- ꒰ °Chapter 5. 'Explain or i'll leave' ꒱

- BILLS POV-
When i woke up all i could do was smile, Y/N laying in my arms asleep was the best vieuw. I was also really proud of her for opening up like that. Mostly because things went pretty fast between us. Sometimes i do get scared she thinks its going to fast between us, i would hate to make her afraid.
Slowly het eyes opened and when she looking into mine she smiled, god she was so pretty like that. After a bit more cuddling we managed to pull ourselves out of bed and get dressed.
'I will make breakfast for us this time, you just relax' i said to her. 'You sure? I mean youre my guest.' She aswered. 'Please just sit, i'll take care of everything.' I said as i sat her down at the high counter of the kitchen that was also used as a table. 'Atleast let me make some coffee for us.' She said. I agreed while taking out some stuff out of the fridge.
'Would you like to hang-out today? Since you wanted to yesterday but i had to work then.' Y/N asked me. I was about to be excited and say yes when the thought of this morning flew my mind. What if i was being to fast for her? I surely did not want to scare her away, im probably being annoying. I just shook my head and said: 'no no thats okay, you do youre thing. I was gonna head home anyway.'
'Thats okay' she said. Did i hear a slight dissapointment in her voice? Before i could really ask she already started cleaning up the table, i quickly stood up to help her.
After we finished getting ready i grabbed my stuff and headed out the door after saying a goodbye.
At home i was bored out of my mind since Tom was out with a girl. All i could think about was Y/N.
-YOURE POV-
I was a little confused by Bills behavior and how quickly he left this morning, but it was probably nothing. Everybody sometimes just needs some time alone. After all things between us went pretty fast. That did not really bother me tho, i was just all over him. When Bill left i did some more cleaning around the house and helped my little sister Ella with some homework. She had begged me to stay longer at her friends house but mom and dad would kill me if they found out she wasn't home for so long. 'Pleaseeee Y/N, just a little longer. We are having so much fun!'
'No Ella you know mom and dad would also say no, now say goodbye to youre friend and her mom.'
'Ugh fine.'
Dont worry she still loves me. After that i took over a not so long shift from my suddenly sick co-worker. Today was a chill day at the store so i figured why not.
When i arrived at work my boss came up to me and took me into his office. 'I wanted to apologize for the last time you were working. I was having a very stressful day and i should have not talked to you this way. I also found out the very badly work that was done that way was not even done by you, I sincerely apologize. I hope you can forgive me and dont quit.'
I was shocked but also happy. I forgave my boss, gave him my hand for a handshake and started working.
- time skip to the evening
I was kind of hoping Bill would have called for another sleepover or just to have dinner but he didn't, he just asked me over text if everything was going alright. I just replied with a yes and a :). Was i being paranoid or was he being different? Its probably just in my head i told myself.
- time skip to two weeks later
Bill was being super weird, even Tom, Georg and Gustav started to notice it and starting asking me about it. The last two weeks me and the band just kept on doing stuff together and getting more closer except for me and Bill since he was almost being cold. Did i do something i wondered? Please tell me I didn't to something to hurt him cause i dont even have an idea. I was getting a little sick of it, it was impossible to communicate with him since he just sorta shut down. Everyday i just had to tell the guys i had no idea what was going on inside Bills head.
-BILLS POV-
I was doing everything i could to slow things down between me and Y/N to not scare her away, I absolutely did not want to lose her. That thought would be so scary if i thought about it to long i would probably go insane. I was just lying on the couch skipping thro the channels when my mind started wandering off to Y/N, i missed her a lot. Suddenly my phone started ringing, it was Y/N! I quickly andwered: 'Hey! Whats up?'
'Im fine, are you free right now?'
'Yea, im at home doing nothing.'
'Come to the park where we met, we need to talk. See you there.'
And she hung up, shit. I knew immediately what that was about, i pushed her to fast into something she wasn't ready for and now she is breaking up with me. Shaking i put on my shoes and headed over to the park.
When i arrived i already saw Y/N waiting for me at the entrance of the park.
'Hey, lets take a walk while we have a talk.'
'Ofcourse anything.'
I was really scared for what was about to happen.
'I just have one question for you Bill, do you still wanna be with me? I dont know what the hell is going on with you, please explain or i'll leave.'
She said and with that look she gave i almost had the urge to start to cry and hug her. She looked confused and hurt. I realised my fear for things going to fast was stupid since for her everything was going great. And now i had ruined it, i felt like the biggest asshole on earth. I decided i could not give up and started to explain it all, my fear of losing her and everything.

-YOURE POV-
When Bill finished talking i just stopped walking. Bill stopped and i saw him waiting full of.. fear? I dind't really think but i just hugged him. Really really thightly. Like it was the last time i was gonna do it. Bill immediately hugged me back, it felt to safe. We just stood there for a moment and then Bill pulled back and looked me into my eyes. I think we both knew at that moment by just looking at eachother we were okay again. He grabbed my face with one hand and put the other one on my waist, and he kissed me. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss. We were together and now even better.
After that we had a long walk in the park, we talked about us, the band and everything else. We went home and he stayed over. I had my Bill back, and i knew i would never let him go again.

╰┈➤ IM SO SORRYYYYYY. I kinda forgot i was making this story until some people started commenting under it😭😭😭. I also had my finals at school so i have been pretty busy. BUT I HAVE SUMMER VACACTION NOWWWW. So loads of time to write. I hope you enjoyed, love you!!