Chapter 1

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*Ryan's pov*

"Ryan come onnnn. it'll be fun and you need to let loose anyway." My best friend jude said trying to convince me to go out. she's dating this guy named DC something i don't know but he's having this really big party tonight and she's trying to convince me to go.

"No i don't want to go you know parties are not my thing."

 And i have work tomorrow. so do you." I said complaining about how i didn't want to go.

"Please i promise we won't be out long. And yo ass need to get out this house." she said 

"First of all i don't need to do anything, second i'll go but on one condition." I said in a serious tone while smirking.

"What is it i'll do anything because your ass is going out tonight." 

"You know i'm really glad you said that because your paying for dinner this whole week." I said knowing she was just going to start complaining but i mean what i said.

"Nooo that's not fair not all week ryan no." she said whining like that was going to change my mind.

"It's either that or i'm not coming no discussion." 

"Fiiinnne  but this will never happen again. now let's get ready to party."


*2 hours later*

"How do i look jude do i look fat in this." I said unsure i really feel fat in this and look fat.

" I said unsure i really feel fat in this and look fat

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"BITCH! you look sexy as hell. Girllll if i wasn't straight i would most def bag you." she said hyping me up. I still wasn't so sure but i didn't want to say anything to her.

"Thank youuu. Now you was talking about me but you girllll!"

"Thank you, thank you i try i might not come back home tonight

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"Thank you, thank you i try i might not come back home tonight." She said smirking which can only mean one thing.

"Mmhmh don't even tell me i do not want to know." I said clearly knowing what she meant just nasty.

"Ok but you could be doing the same thing as me. you might just find yourself a man tonight."She said moving her eyebrows up and down. she aint slick.

"No. No i do not and will not mmmhm." 

"come on ain't nothing wrong with finding you someone, i did so i know you can. Your fucking gorgeous." she said touching my shoulder.

"Jude you know i can't after what happened last time. I-iii just im not ready." I said my voice cracking a little bit.

"I know, i know i'm sorry it's just y-."

"No just i don't want to talk about it can we just go now before i change my mind." I said annoyed and on the verge of crying.

"Fine i'll stop come on." She said sighing with me dong the same.



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