Complicated

Chapter 6

*Ryan's pov*

"Stop please!" I said crouching as he beat me with his belt.

"Shut up bitch! This is what you wanted huh!" He said grabbing me by my hair pulling me towards him.

"No! Please I'm sorry." I begged him to stop but he wouldn't.

"Yes it is don't lie bitch you was out there being a hoe. Talking to other niggas." He said bringing me closer to him.

"No no no I promise I wasn't!" I cried.

"So you want to still lie huh. Take these clothes off." He said unbuttoning his shirt.

"Please Mike I promise I'll be good." I pleaded some more.

"Take the fucking clothes off now!" He shouted. I didn't want to make things worse so just did as he said.

"Now lay on the bed." I did as he said and just payed there until he was done. This was normal he would get mad and accuse me of something. And when I denied his accusations he would get even angrier and start beating me. I'm starting to become numb, but I'm sure if I can take much more from him.

"Ryan!"

"Ryan!" I heard Jude yell pulling me from my thoughts.

"Yeah I'm sorry what did you say." I said looking up at her. I was sitting on the floor organizing my shoes.

"I said do you have any plans this weekend. I didn't know what kind of mood you were in." She said now standing beside me.

"Yes I'm working. Roger said he had something planned and he's working with Someone knew he wants me to meet." I said standing up.

"Ryaannn all you do is work, do you ever have a day off. It's literally the weekend and we work the same job but I don't work nearly as much as your ass." She said one again complaining about me working too much. She complains so much about me working too much that you would think we were married.

"Yes all I go is work and all you do is go out so what. Besides how else am I gonna make money huh you can't just make money sitting on your ass all day or going out partying. Not everybody wants to party and drink everyday all day." I said walking into my closet.

She just sat on my bed and looked at me. I wasn't trying to be rude but she has dc while all I have is her. I left everything I knew back home. I met her through Roger.

"Oh so that's how you feel all I do is just party, go out every night and I just don't wanna work ok." She said getting on her phone.

"You know I didn't mean it like that. I just meant that you have people to hang with and talk to all the time. For me when we go out I always feel like I don't belong. I wish I was like you and could communicate more but I just can't." I said sitting next to her.

She put her phone down and looked at me.

"But you did with Keith. You talked to him that first night at the club.You let him home take you home, he even went back to check on you after he dropped you off because you didn't call me when you got in the house." She said smiling. I was confused I didn't remember him coming back that night.

"What do you mean. He came back?" I asked because I really didn't remember.

"You didn't know. I was worried so I had Dee call Keith because when I called you. You didn't answer so he turned back around and went back just to find that you left your door unlocked and left all the lights off and just went straight to bed. Clothes on and everything he just covered you up he said he didn't want to touch you because you said you didn't like it." She said still smiling.