𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥

CHAPTER 9

Nathan's POV:

Okay first fucking Lily is with Ivan, one of my worst enemies who stopped annoying me thank god but now he is taking Lily away from me. Second of all, I am so guilty for not spending time with my friend that much I just feel so lonely and annoyed by this bitch.

hold up let me explain why are we fake dating, she is the Pakistani mayor's daughter and they have to show the media that Ria has a boyfriend for some reason which I really don't want to know. And her Dad allowed this bitch to choose a guy she would fake date and of course, she chose me. And now, I am so angry because of Ivan, like leave Lily alone!

And I regret pushing Josh, l-listen I was mad. "Fuck" I curse and right then someone pulled me by my wrist and slapped me so fucking hard, I think my jaw is broken.

I look back up and it was Lily.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!?" She shouts at me. Ria snicked out of the tent and the others get inside the tent and closed the tent so no one gets in.

I did not say anything and stared at Josh, guilty took over me. She hold my chin harshly and made me look at her.

"Nathan, what the fuck is wrong with you?" she asked me

True what's wrong with me?

"A-are you in love with her?" her voice showed how hurt she was, I snapped my eyes on her hers and shook my head.

"No- yes." she interrupted me "Yes Nathan you are in love with her. You are going on a date every day, you have been hanging out with her since you started dating her, you promised where ever you go with Ria you tag me along, but you didn't that mean... you want her all to yourself and spend time with her." I had no words to say.

"And wow you gave her a nickname as well" she laughed.

"Lily No, I am- I have to do this"

"Nathan no one is stopping you from fake dating her. It's 4 months thing you guys have to do, we support you and understand you Nathan, but pushing your friends away from you, and not spending time with your friends is wrong."

"You know it hurts, when I see you laughing smiling joking around with her like you used to do with me, the whole group feels half complete because you are not there Nathan, never. Every break time or lunchtime you are with Ria." Her tears stream down her cheek.

"Every day after school you go with Ria, she rides your bike like I used to, you replaced me with her Nathan. After that night we slept together you told me no one is better then me and you will wait for me, but did you? Was that night all a lie? Did you use me? Romano might have rapped me, but you... you used me... because after that day you started moving away from me. And now when I think about I regret sleeping with you"

Every word she said it felt like someone stabbed. Her each words feels like millions of stabs.

Don't say that Lliy, it wasn't fake at all.

"And now that what you did outside, fuck I hate you for that. Josh did not do anything wrong, we promised not to share the tent with anyone- and that was your fucking idea. You pushed your friend away in front of everyone and embarrassed him for whom? That bitch" she said and turned around leaving the tent.

I looked around at everyone but Ares caught my stare, he was stunned to speak, he just found out I slept with his sister and that her ex rapped her. I ignored everyone and I went out and followed her into the forest, she went and sat near the lakeside and wiped her tears.

"Babydoll" I mumbled and approached her, "don't call me that" Her voice cracked, "I hate you so much you hurt me so bad Nathan, you know I hate Ria then why are you with her all the time? Why don't you spend time with me or any of us friends, why Nathan" She cried, fuck it felt horrible making her cry.