𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥

CHAPTER 19

Lily's POV:

After I came home, mom and I had a whole some 2 hours of conversation where I told her everything, not just about me getting sexually assaulted but I also brought up my mental health problems I had before, me self harming and ever other thing. "Where is she?" Mom asked, "who?" Ares came out of nowhere with the rest of my friends, they all decided to drop by and visit me. "Rose" I mumbled while texting her.

She knows about my therapist as well now...

"She knows?" Ares mouthed behind mom, I slightly nodded and got off my seat. "Mom I will be right back"

"Wait! You told your mom everything? Like everything?!" Josh asked exaggerating and being extremely dramatic for no reason. I nodded and sat on the bench's outside our house, "it's okay, don't stress or feel anything type of negativity towards this situation okay, we are always here for you." Liliana sat next to me and place my head on her chest.

"Go on" she mumbled against my head leaning a slight kiss on my forehead, as soon as I felt her peck I burst into tears while all my friends stand in front of me. They gave time to let myself out and get rid of all the negativity I had inside me this whole time. They know how I'm feeling and I could see tears in all my girls eyes including Zane and Josh. Ivan sat on my other side and held my hand, "little devil" he shocked me by calling me my nickname my brothers gave me, "this is really overwhelming for you, we know. This is hard for you, we know. You can't handle the pain, we know and neither can we bare seeing you going through a pain you never deserved. Whatever you feel, we feel as well so don't think you are alone because whatever you are about to go through both mentally and physically, we are going through the same thing. We all are here for you, and always keep this in mind, we love you and care for you more then you can imagine"

Every single words that just uttered out of Ivan's mouth gave relief, all of my friends for the first ever time made me feel like I'm a valuable and an important person, for the first time I felt that 'yes, I have friends. Real ones this time.' For the first time I felt loved by friends...

Happiness and joy took over me, instead of sad tears I started shedding tears of joy and happiness. I'm feel so relieved, thanks to my friends.

We all got distracted by someone's voice. Rose. She was wearing a cute pink Japanese style dress, "she looks cute" Liliana giggle while arming Rose as she approaches all of us. "Hey guys" we all returned her greet with a smile, "oh well, whatever happened it happened okay. Now I'll go in and meet your parents alright" she pat my shoulder before walking inside my house, I had to tell her everything since I can keep things to myself.

Silence took over the whole atmosphere, everyone stayed quiet and lost in their own thoughts when I utter out by mistake, "I want to watch anime."

"Is she being for real?" Josh chuckled and pat my head, that's not like Josh... he is acting more mature now and calm. Never seen this side of him, I sat there in a bit shock by Josh's sudden actions. "Yeah, I got get into anime" Athena mumbled looking down at the ground zoning out, yes... she did. I use to think anime was just some cringy ass thing to watch, I thought it was stupid. But to be honest is not as bad as people makes it, I actually enjoy watching these anime's, they get my mind off everything.

The next day:

"Back to stupid school" Liliana groan annoying, a whole month passed by so quickly, first we went Italy, then came back and then my parents found out everything, now they dealing this case with the lawyer trying to get more evidence to back this case for the past 2 weeks now.

Honestly, after my parents found out everything, I have been relaxed and I felt like something just got off my back and now I feel so much relaxed. "Lily? You okay"

"Let's go in" Ivan mumbled while taking his helmet off along with the rest of the boys. "I hope we all are in the same class, at least for form class" I said, locking my arms with Athena who was standing next to me scrolling through her phone. She hummed and we all headed inside our school.

Crowed of the student made it really hard for all of us to look at board to see which class we are assigned, "If you are done then move for fuck sake" Nathan growl in annoyance, and thanks to him, half of the crowed moved ad gave us space to check the board. I squinted my eyes and scan through the whole board trying to find my name, and there it was, at the very button, "Mhm, class 2-2" | mumbled and moved away giving others space. "2-2?" Nathan asked moving away from the board. I smiled wide and nodded.

"Oh my god, class 2-2! So im with you Ivan" Lilina said excitedly and hugged Ivan tightly making him chuckle, "Me to bitch so hug me" Bella said pulling Liliana away from Ivan hugging her. "Where is my hug huh?" Zane raised his brow, "I guess we all are in the same class" | said, Ares, Athena, Josh and Emily nodded. "Great," I punched Nathan's arms and gave him a death glare. He began to chuckle and back hugged me, "I'm joking, it's great that we all are in the same class" "Not really to be honest, this is just the form class," I rolled my eyes and began to walk towards our class.

All of us joked around as we made our way to our class, "This summer was the best but at the same time a bit crazy, no?" I nodded agreeing with Josh, "The only fun part was when we went to italy, and when we all just stayed at my place for 1 week straight" | giggled, "I mean we all spent the summer together which matters the most for me" Emily utter. We all entered the classroom and saw the class was almost full, "Guys, please take a chip out of this bowl, your seat number is written on it. Based on your number please take you seat" Our old class president announced, "Ugh, stupid seating plan"

"Better than the teacher picking it for us" Ivan muttered while taking a chip out, one by one we all took a chip out of the bowl. "Seat 2" | said with a grin, "Lucky bithcass" "19" Nathan said, making me smile wide, "we are together then!" I said excitedly and jumped on him.

"I'm 3 so in front of Lily," Ares said, flicking my forehead, I pouted and punched him, "Im next to you" Athena told Ares, meaning her seat number is 18.

"Im 1" Ivan showed us his chip, "Mhm, in next to you, im 20" Ivan rolled his eyes at Bella, "Sorry babe but i guess i'm sitting next to your man" Bella teased Liliana ho was sulking, "stop sulking like a kid and here take, swap with Bella" Zane handed Bella's chip to Liliana and took some random girl chip and gave her Liliana's chip.

"Now liliana is with Ivan and you are with me," Zane winked at Bella making her flutter, "Where is your seat?" Josh asked, Zane pointed and waved at us before heading to his seat along with Bella. "Wait hold up me too" Josh mumbled like a child and followed Zane and Bella. "What about you Em?" Athena asked Emily, "4th row seat 39" She pouted because she is all by herself. "That's peak" I pinched Nathan, what's up with him?

"You are so mean you dickhead" Emily said in annoyance and walked away as we all took our seats.

"Hello class welcome back" the teacher barge inside, "oh my gosh" Ares mumbled in annoyance. We got the same old teacher like last time.

2 hours later:

"There is no way I'm going to be the class president what the fuck" Zane shot up as we all stared at him, he has to be one. In that way we can fuck about.

"Come on guys" Bella teamed up with her boyfriend of course, "why are you guys so loud can you shut the fuck- Lily?"

No. Not him

I turned around to see who was the owner of this voice... who sounded familiar.

"Romano?" I mumbled.