highschool hellbound//style southpark

school

I went back over to my bed and shoved my face into the pillow, before I screamed in anger at myself and filled the pillow with water from my eyes. I looked at the side of my bed, there layed warm unopened beer cans.

I picked one up and chugged it down. I kinda relaxed. I remembered the promise I made to Kyle. I wouldn't drink alone. Then my phone starts buzzing again. I seen the name at the top, "kyle."

I let it ring through. It rung through 13 time before he finally gave up on calling. I then picked my phone up and went downstairs. My phone went off constantly, but instead of looking at it I put my phone on dnd. I got onto my game and played that till my dad got home. So around like, 10 maybe 12 hours?

After he walked in he went to the half bathroom next to the living room. Honestly I didn't feel like talking to him so I turned the console and went upstairs to my room.

I remembered I had my phone on dnd and took it off. The notifications were from messages snap and insta. Kyle had texted me tell me that he wants to talk. On snap it said Wendy and Tolkien added me as a friend. Then Kenny was in my dms again. I ignored it all and picked out clothes for tmr. I'm gonna go to school, at least try.

I woke up to the sound on my alarm blasting in my ear. It hurt but woke me up. I sat up and went to the bathroom.

Around 20 minutes later I was done getting ready. I still had thirty minutes till my bus was here and I was bored. I went downstairs and my dad wasn't on the couch and I don't remember him coming upstairs to go to bed so he's probably at work.

I grabbed a Dr Pepper and drank it while I pulled my phone out of my back pocket. There was more notifications but I ignored them and went on tik tok.

Around 25 minutes later I decided I wanted to go and wait for the bus outside. I wasn't thinking tho. When I got to my bus stop Kyle, Wendy, cartman, Kenny, and butters were there.

Wendy and Kyle were talking and butters and Kenny were talking. I quietly went next to cartman so no one would notice me. Till cartman turned and screamed like a girl. Everyone went silent turning to cartman who was turned to me. "STAN.....you scared the hell out of me, I'm being so seriously" cartman held his chest dramatically. I then looked up a bit to see kyle looking at me. We made eye contact before we both looked away fast.

They continued to talk till the bus showed up. I usually sit with Kyle but Wendy was sitting with him since Bebe doesn't ride the bus anymore. Then Kenny is sitting with butters.... So that leaves me with Eric. Goddamnit.

I sat down next to him. We were the seat behind wendy and Kyle. "So what's going on with u and ur boyfriend??" Eric asked with the smug ass look on his face. "I'm a fuck up, that's what's happening. and he's not my boyfriend. don't start this shit with me fatass."

"My bad fag, forgot u so totally hate questions in the morning. Considering that's a reason you left ur mom behind....." cartman giggled. I have only gone off on him once or twice when all four of us hung out together. Buts it's been years since so I let his joke slide.

"Quite?" Eric asked. "Just like ur mom was went you yelled at her, didn't you make her c-" Eric said before I cut him off by screaming. "ohmyGOD SHUT UR FUCKING MOUTH PORKY." I screamed. The bus went a little quieter but there was still chatting.

Apparently I must have done something to cartman cz he didn't talk the rest the way to school. Honestly he deserved it.

The bus stopped and everyone got out. I got inside and I seen Tolkien and one of his older junior friends staring at me.