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I pulled up at me and dads house at around 10:25 after i dropped kenny and craig off. I got my house key out of my glove box and sprinted to the door. Just my luck it started to rain but i got inside before it started pouring.

When i opened the door to my dad and sister sitting on the couch. They both looked over at me when i walked in. I was scared, something was wrong i knew it.

"hey, come here" dad said. I walked over to my dad and sister, i didnt say anything tho. I was too scared to ask. My dad and sister didnt say anything but just sat there and looked at me. I dont know what happened but i got so angry and annoyed.

"Hello? I had to rush kenny and craig home from the fair because you said be here by 10:30 and now your just sitting here staring at me like a dumbass lost puppy. What is wrong?? Tell me god damnit!!" My eyes started to water.

"Stan, mom got really upset and she left. She told me she was gonna kill herself but i dont know if she did." Shelley spoke for dad as if he didnt know how to speak.

"So you didnt just stop her? What the fuck is wrong with you? You know she has troubles with controlling her emotions and she has meds for it?? You where there when the doctor said if she stops taking the pills to help her and DONT let her get away?!?! Shelley are you fucking dumb?? Did she take her car? What happened and why are you here and not looking for her???" I screamed at shelley, she promised me she would take care of mom till she got better. I was so angry that she was so careless.

Tears where rolling down my cheeks. For the first time since i was told my grandpa died, my chest sunk in and i could feel my heart beat throughout my whole body.

My dad got mad when i lashed out on shelley.
"Stan what the hell? Your sister did the best she could, you have no right to yell at her for something thats jot her fault. Apologize right now!" He yelled at me.

"Fuck no? She's probably the reason moms gonna fucking kill herself, because shelleys a selfish asshole who uses mom for everything. I hate you both so much. You guys are both so self centered and annoying to talk to, i hope im never like any of you. Fuck you guys. " I darted upstairs and into my bedroom and got under my bed where a couple of warm unopened beers sat.

Crying on the bathroom floor like the fucking loser I am. Cans of beer spread around the bathroom floor and my phone lightning up every two seconds from text messages.

I dont remember anything i just did, all I remember is that i messed up. I know someone was texting me and i texted someone. My plan at this ponit was to drink myself to death. I dont really remember why i was drinking, i know it had something to do with my dad and sister but i was still very clueless at the time.

I start to drift off and when I finally close my eyes i hear something busting the door down. My eyes where hazy and blurry but when I opened my eyes to seen kyle standing there with tears running down his face, hes soaked from the rain.

He bent down and hugged me he was shaking and cold he put left hand on the back of my head and his head on my right shoulder. Then when he pulled away from the hug. He then staired at me with his green, blue-ish eyes and leaned in. Before our lips could connect everything just vanished.  Everything went black. I was floating in this black void.

Then i woke up.

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