☆𝕐𝕆𝕌☆ A SEUNGIN FANFICTION

☆CHAPTER 18☆

☆SEUNGMIN☆

It's 2 in the morning. I'm still sitting beside Jeongin. Nothing has happened yet except right now my eyes keep dropping. I really want to sleep but obviously I can't. I'm not gonna let myself fall asleep. Not at such an important moment. I need to be beside him if he dies or if he opens his eyes. So I fought against my body and kept my eyes open. Oh, how I'd kill for a cup of coffee. But I can't leave him alone- not for one second.

That's when Jeongin's eyelashes started to move. I rubbed my eyes in case it was all a hallucination or a fragment of my imagination. However, it wasn't. My previous feeling of fatigue and tiredness seemed to disappear. I sat up straighter and held his hand in mine.

"J-Jeongin?" I asked softly, my voice hoarse because of my yelling earlier before. His eyes slowly opened, it seemed as if he was fighting the will to close them again. "Seungmin?" He asked, a small smile on his almost white lips. "I'm here," I said, a tear sliding down my face for what it seemed the 10000th time.

"I think I'm dying," he said. "No you aren't. I'm gonna get you outta here. You can't stay here any longer." I said, determined. I pulled out my phone, quickly found Hyunjin's phone number and called him. My fingers were shaking but I tried my best to keep them steady. I put my phone to my ear, with my other hand gripping Jeongin's cold hand.

It was a weird feeling. It wasn't normal. It was as if he was fading. For a second or so every now and then it would feel like he wasn't there; like I was holding air. And every time, he winced, like he was in terrible pain every time.

"H-Hyunjin?" I asked once Hyunjin finally answered. "What happened?" He asked, his voice sounded very tired. "He's up, go get Jay...now." I said quickly, definitely not in the mood or time to tell him what happened. "Ok, coming. Keep him awake!" Hyunjin replied, the tiredness disappearing from his voice. He hung up.

I quickly turned to Jeongin. "Stay awake. Please stay awake for me. Please." I begged, more tears sliding down my cheeks. "I'm dying. You can't do anything. Stop." Jeongin said, also crying. "Don't say that! Jay's coming and...and we'll both get out of here. Together." I said firmly.

"I won't be alive when that happens. Just stop." Jeongin said. I squeezed his hand. "I will do everything I can to take you out of here with me. Just...the only thing I asked, is that you try not to stay with me now. Just try." I begged. "I'll try," Jeongin said, it seemed like it was a struggle to talk.

I went down and kissed his forehead.

☆JEONGIN☆

I'm scared to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to leave Seungmin. I want to stay with him.

So I'll try everything in my will not to die yet.

Like Seungmin is trying everything in his will to take me away from here with him. I know he his. And not just because he told me

It feels weird though. It's like I'm disappearing. Glitching. But only for like...less than five seconds. And it hurts. A lot.

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In two minutes, it feels like I've been in and out over 100 times. It's getting harder and harder to keep my eyes open. It feels like I'm drifting away. Away from everything and everyone.

I'm scared.

I felt my eyes droop down. And soon my eyes were completely shut. "Jeongin?" Seungmin asked with a desperate tone in his voice. But his voice seemed like it was a million miles away...

"JEONGIN NO!" Seungmin yelled. I wanted more than anything to open my eyes and embrace Seungmin. However I couldn't. My eyes stayed shut. "Oh shit no!" Seungmin yelled. He shook my body again and again, softly at first but then a bit more desperately.

Then my consciousness left my body completely.

☆SEUNGMIN☆

I quickly grew tired of trying to wake Jeongin up and placed my head on his chest, although keeping myself awake. Waiting for Jay and Hyunjin to finally come.

In different circumstances, I would have used the machine myself, but I don't know how to and I can't risk breaking it.

Suddenly the door flew open and Hyunjin and Jay flew in. Jay quickly went to start the machine and Hyunjin came to me. "Is he ok?" He asked. "No...he's...he's..." I tried to talk but I couldn't. Hyunjin started sobbing in his hands while trying to comfort me at the same time.

"Guys! Come! I couldn't test it. But it might work!" Jay called. Without any thinking Hyunjin and I lifted Jeongin up (with struggle) and placed his body near the machine.

"How does it work?" I asked. "You have to make him touch it," Jay instructed. I quickly placed both of our hands on it. "Okay, I'm starting it." Jay said. "Wait!" Hyunjin called. "Wh-" but before I could finish my sentence, he threw himself in my arms. "I'm gonna miss you, Seungmin!" He said, his voice muffled since his face was buried in my chest. "Me too," I replied, hugging him back.

We pulled apart quickly since we really needed to go. "Bye," Jay said. I nodded and he started the machine.

It felt like I was being sucked into it. I looked over at Jeongin to see if his eyes were still closed. They were. However he looked majestical with his white hair flowing around him.

I held him tight.

Around us was this blue glow, lighting up both of our faces.

Finally, I felt my body hit a hard ground painfully. I quickly checked Jeongin. His eyes were still closed.

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A/N: i haven't updated cuz i haven't had any time since I'm with my nieces. i found some time alone so here I am.

also i got the stray kids 5 star album! i got Bangchan, changbin, and Felix. I was really wishing for a Seungmin card but i obviously love all of them.

☆Thanks for reading☆