I am not dreaming.
I know because no matter how hard I try, I cannot pinch myself hard enough to awake from this dark room. Everywhere I turn, I am faced with darkness. I am familiar with this room, since I haven't been able to rid it of my dreams. Night after night, I have been forced to return to this dark room, avoiding whatever is lurking within. That is no longer an option. A low, deep droning noise emits from every corner of the room, but other than that, there's nothing, except myself. I remain quiet. It is pointless to speak, as whatever I say won't be able to combat my fear.
{THUD...}
{THUD...}
{THUD...}
Thundering booms increase in volume as I feel a feint red glow growing stronger from behind me.
No...
No-no-no...
I bolt without looking back.
{SLAM!}
I fling forward and tumble to the floor, keeping my eyes shut.
{THUD-THUD-THUD}
The footsteps get faster and, in no time, catch up to me.
My heavy, trembling breaths are the only source of sound until I emit a painful whimper, from the chilling claws grasping my shoulder.
I don't.
Despite my fear, I know keeping quiet will solve nothing.
If I ever want to go back to my friends, I have to speak.
I form my words as hard as I can muster.
Me: Wh-wh-what... do you want...?
Me: Wh-why...? Wh-why do you have to... I haven't done a-anything wrong...! I-I've d-done my best t-to be the b-berry best I can-
The claws sink deeper into my shoulder and I wail.
Me: S-so th-that's it...? Y-you're just gonna k-kill me, y-you damn monster...?!
I get flipped onto my back and, desperately, keep my eyes shut, as a foot slams onto my stomach, causing me to wheeze like the devil.
Me: I-I'm sorry! I'm sorry! J-just stop! L-look, I know why you're upset, okay?! B-but y-you can't b-blame me for this! N-no matter how hard I try, I-I just... n-never have enough time!
I start to sob.
Me: I-I know... B-but creating those stories... h-helped me... Th-they distracted me from the reality I was forced to live in...
I take a deep sigh, knowing what I was told is the truth.
I hear a quick whirring sound and feel something clamping around my body.
I still do not open my eyes.
I feel myself being risen and I finally look up. I'm being brought back to the surface, as if nothing happened.As if what I've been through never actually happened.
But I know differently.
And now... I have a choice.
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TO BE CONTINUED...
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SSBBA: Fresh Jam
FanfictionI thought my life in Berry Bitty City was perfect... Until now. With the introduction of some new faces and an even deeper understanding of the Berrykin lore, I realize I might not know as much about my new home as I might have thought.