Love Affair

Twenty Two*

The drive home was definitely full of sexual frustration, not from me, I was satisfied and ready to bring on the punishment I was in for when we arrived at our lavish home. Niall, however, was worked up but he seemed okay other than that.

He worries about consent and that I won't speak up and I'm worried he's jealous and not happy with what's going on but also won't speak up himself.

Harry and Lennon went back in Harry's car which meant we had fifteen minutes to talk without them where I made sure Niall was happy and comfortable with sharing me in a new way and he checked I was comfortable with a new person in our dynamic.

I've always felt safe with Harry and despite only meeting Lennon properly an hour ago I already feel comfortable that she'll look after me especially during intimate moments just like back at the restaurant.

She's perfect for Harry, a caring girl who seems to understand something is going on between the three of us but it's only intrigued her more - I'm sad she's only here on holiday and won't be staying any longer than a week. I'm going to miss sweet Len.

We'd left the restaurant first, leaving Harry and Lennon chatting away while finishing the last drops of their wine. They promised to call a taxi instead of driving due to the amount they've drunk tonight, Niall only had a little bit, completely sober and able to drive him and I safely back to our home. 

He doesn't like me driving because apparently I treat the roads like a racecourse and it puts him on edge. I find it fun to weave around in Niall's little sports cars, it's thrilling. I'd never crash or put either of our lives in danger, I love him way too much to ever put him in any harmful situation.

"Are you sure you're comfortable with everything that might happen tonight?" He checks in again like the living angel he is, never wanting me to feel like I can't speak up or like I could not be happy.

I lay my palm softly on his thigh, "baby, I promise you I'm okay and will be fine. This is why we have a safe word, isn't it?" I question back with raised brows, "I'll make sure Lennon knows our safe word and she feels safe and comfortable too, I'm more worried about you, her and Harry than myself cause I'll be fine."

He raises a brow, "you'll be okay with another woman seeing me cum?"

My tongue rolls against the inside of my cheek, I hadn't thought about that. "She can't watch you cum, I'm gonna put a pillow over your face so she can't see." I state firmly, making the plan and he chuckles, laying his hand over mine.

"Whatever makes you comfortable." He pats my hand softly before he needs to change gear as we slow down, "are you okay with Harry and I being dominant tonight? I know you've been struggling with that recently."

I nod, "I think so, I feel safe with you and I know you won't hurt me."

"But baby, if you want to change whatever we're doing, you tell me, okay? Maybe we need a new safe word, like that tells me you're growing uncomfortable and want to change up whatever we're doing, how does that sound?"