We came to the bar of center of the city.
Jesse and Tom was dancing with their damn friends. Just only me and Beca was sitting and....no one talked to each other. I kept distance to her. I just sat there and drunk. When i glanced Beca slightly, i found that she was looking at me too. I turned around quickly to avoid her eyes. I felt nervous, i took the cup of wine on the table and drunk without thinking.
Ew no. It's terrible. Ugh. I shouldn't try to drink it. Eww.
While i was wiping my mouth, Beca sat next to me.-"Hey Chloe...sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you this morning."
I replied ro her but didn't look at her. I tried to keep my cool.
-"No, it's ok"
-"Please Chloe. I'm sorry that i didn't tell you about Jesse. I'm really really sorry. I just..."
I didn't say anything. I could feel tears in my eyes. I tried to keep it stay in my eyes. I didn't want to Beca see me cry again. Too enough.
-"It's fucking 7 years, Chloe"-She cried.
I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to see she cry. Never ever. I remembered that i said i just wanna protect her, bring happiness to her. But Look at what i did...She cried because of me, because i didn't forgive her while i was the person who ruined our friendship. I looked at Jesse was dancing with Tom. He might be a good guy, he could bring happiness to her, he could do something that i couldn't... And Beca liked him too. She didn't want to tell me just she didn't want to hurt me. It was not her fault. Mine. My fault.
I looked at Beca and pulled her in my arms:-"Sorry, Beca, plz don't cry. I'm sorry"
-"You forgive me?"-She hugged me back.
-"Not your fault, Becs. Everything is back"
-"Is it?"
-"Yes"
-"Thanks Chloe xx"
I didn't reply to her. I just hugged her tight, like i didn't want to lose her. But Jesse Swanson did it....stole my girl.
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Tom and Jesse are backed to their sits while i and Beca were doing some stuffs call "Forgive". Jesse kissed on Bec's cheek. Of course I was still hurting. But i knew that they were meant to be together. Just saying. I hoped that Jesse would make my tiny girl happy. If one day i found that he betrayed her, i would kill him.I will be Beca's protector , forever and always.
Tom waved his hand in front of my eyes while i was noticing Jesse and Beca:
-"hey look what?"
-"Nothing"-I smiled back
-"Are you gonna steal Beca from Jesse?"-He grinned
-"Who will help me?"
-"Me...no. Haha"
-"Hey, that's hurt. I'm your friend too"-I smiled and hit his arms slightly
-"Okay okay. Haha"
-"YOU GUYS SHOULD DATE"-Jesse screamed and Beca smiled to us.
I actually never wanted this. Why could Beca smile and support me and another man? Wait, I'm such a crazy. I love Beca, not her. OMFG. I think i will be crazy soon. Stop Chloe. FRIENDS. FRIENDS. FRIENDS. Got it?-"WE ARE DATING. Haha"- Tom screamed back
I grinned and shouted back to them:
-"I AM LESBIAN. FUCK YOU DUDE"
Four of us laughed. Beca laughed. All i need was Beca would always smile like this. And hoped Jesse could do it...
Finally i and Beca were back.
I'm still learning how to except the fact that Jesse and Beca together.
I'm still learning how to just love her as a friend.
And I'm still learning how to get over the pains....
I need something new now. Maybe a trip will make my heart happier. I guess.
I don't know.
Everything is blur in my eyes....
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Princess and another princess
Fanfiction"Do you remember that we used to dream about our dream princes when we were young children?" "I remember" "i want to be your prince"