Right Person || Bucky Barnes

Chapter three

AN
in this story Ame was with Sam and Bucky throughout the course of the falcon amd the winter soldier. However the changes made are all written, but then the main events of the series does not change
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Five days had passed, it was time to move. It was seven in the morning and I was still sleeping on my feet. I wasn't used to waking up early. I'm ready and dressed, I'll have breakfast with the others at the base.
"Did you get your toothbrush?" Uhhhh....it was the tenth time Adam asked me if I had forgotten anything. "Fine, I'm going" he rolls his eyes, I sighed. when I was investigating the Flag Smashers he didn't exactly agree with what I did he never liked me interacting so much with matters that didn't concern me at all his own. "We've already discussed it I don't want to argue before I leave"
ours was a good relationship. when I was little when I was closed with my father at the Hydra base I was only allowed to see one film and it was a Disney film it was Sleeping Beauty so I had this dream of Prince Phillip coming to save me. obviously Phillip never came to save me... And when I first arrived at the Avengers base and met Adam, I kind of felt that feeling in my heart.

The love in Disney classics movies is romantic, but extremely unreal. Now I've watched a lot of movies, actually it's pretty much my hobby.
True love is more complex than love at first sight and lived happily ever after. There was everything you lived in between.

Our relationship was now a bit in the balance. Many moments of disagreement and tension.
I don't know what to think... In theory our relationship is beautiful apart from some little obstacles... But then, when I'm actually with him I feel different from when I think about him and I'm far away. Sometimes I think I fell more in love with the image of our relationship, with the ideal guy that I imagined than actually with him...
we had been together for over two years, obviously not counting the 5 of blip. It wasn't worth throwing everything away. Right?

"Isn't it ever time?" We looked at each other for a few seconds and then he sighed leaning forward and gave me a kiss on the mouth "I'll come and see you at the base in a few days" I nodded and left.

We had finished settling into our new rooms and it was 9:30 AM. We then sat down and had breakfast on the croissants Sam had brought

Sam was a really good guy, he really deserves to be Cap and I'm happy to call him a friend.
We hadn't talked much before the Blip. Actually me with none of the avengers except in battle, and out with Tony, Rhodes and Vision. After the last few months I have grown a lot as a person. Now everyone here knows the truth about my past and we're friends...

This change really started when I accidentally had psychotherapy with Barnes and Sam after we went to Maryland over two months ago... They actually started a session on their own, then I went and she urged me to tell the truth about my past...
That's because she was, Dr. Raynor, my former psychologist, who was assigned to me after Stark took me to the Complex with him. I was forced, 'cause to my past, to 5 months of therapy

                    (2 months before)
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I had just arrived when I saw some other men and Walker, but neither Barnes nor Sam.
Then a man approached me asked my name, and he told me that the psychologist had requested my presence during Barnes' session.
So I walked along the corridor to reach the room.
"But Can u accept that I did what I thought was right?"
I heard from inside the room, then I steeled myself and knocked. Once inside my eyes widened to see Dr. Raynor. There were Barnes and Sam Wedged in each other's legs, looking at me
"I was told to join you in this room" she looked at me "yes Miss Smith when I heard you were there I requested was presence"
Holy shit
"A conversation between you will do nothing but good... Take the chair behind you... Mr. Barnes, Wilson, sit normally"

I sat in the middle between Sam and Barnes. There was a couple of seconds of silence, followed by Dr. Raynor's voice. "I guess these gentlemen don't know the connection that makes you part of this investigation you are following"
Oh crap , i knew it.
"What is she saying?" Sam said. Since we started following the Flag-Smashers, Sam and Bucky had always asked me what yes I have to do with this investigation why I wanted to follow it so much. the truth is that I was worried that rest of the Hydra experiments were still around. I don't know why my conscience felt part of it. I knew they had nothing to do with the Hydra, or rather they didn't, the serum in their veins yes... It was the fault of the Hydra if the serum still existed. All over the last century they had continued to experiment with the serum on people, and this brought it to the present day. I was the only one left of the Strucker family, one of the most important families on Hydra. even though i had nothing to do with it, it made me feel part of it and i wanted to do something about it... But i also didn't want my story to be known. until now. I thought about it for a couple of seconds, after all, once my story was told I would have lifted a weight, and I don't think the truth would affect me that much. Given the situation, I had no choice.