Chapter Twenty-one

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"Can I talk to you privately?" Adam said to me in a cold voice

I nodded

Wanda and Yelena looked at us confused

"woe in heaven" I heard Sam whisper to them

I followed him to my room. He closed the door behind us and glared at me

"How long has this been going on?" he told me

"What?" I asked looking at him...he looked irritated

"Did you fuck with Barnes?"
"I.."

"As I imagined" he snorted

"this morning after the shower I looked for a shirt and in one of your drawers I found some condoms..."

Oh shit

"I didn't know whit who you had done it...then I saw the way you looked at Barnes all through lunch...And last night at the Pub...How long?"

"Adam I..."
"How long?!"

"the first time was at Pepper's party for the Wakandans"

He looked at me and looked disappointed

I sighed feeling tears in my eyes

"the first?"
"We continued"

"and you didn't like him..."

"I really didn't like him"

"and what were you, or are you...Friends/ not friends with benefits? A booty call?"

"We are nothing of all that anymore"
"was it just sex?" He sighed

"Ame, fuck, the first time we had not even broke up at all!"

"yes we had...I would never betray you!"

"You ignored me for weeks... Indifference is just another form of infidelity...Cheating can happen in many ways"

"Adam let's talk calmly"
"you did not answer..."
"at what?"

"was it just sex?"
I sighed looking at him as my tears welled out of my eyes

"Ame! Can you look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel anything for him??"
I continued to remain silent

"Ame was just sex?!...Just fucking tell it!"
"I can't!!" I screamed

"I can't...because it's not true...at first it was just sex but now-"

"Now what?! You love him?!"
"Yes!"

there was a moment of silence then he continued to speak in a more calm voice

"you love me?"
"Yes..."

now he looked pissed

"so he's something in your life that is confusing you...he's the reason why you don't know if you want to try again with me?..."

I remained silent
"Answer me Ame !!"
"yes, because I love him!!... I love you too but..."

"On one thing we agree... you definitely need to clear your mind..." he said as he left

I stayed there

I lay in bed all afternoon and all evening

The girls tried to talk to me but I just told them that he and I had a fight and that I didn't want to talk about it

I woke up around 6 AM... I think it's normal after being in bed all evening and all night

I couldn't sleep anymore... So I decided to go for a coffee

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