Love, y/n

Chapter Two

I am woken up abruptly, being pulled through the bedroom window causing Bucky to wake up from the sound of the smashing glass. Seeing me, He immediately grabs hold of my hand. 

"Hold on! Please! Don't let go doll. I have you!" he yells

"Bucky!" I yell, trying to hold on to his hand but it slips

"I promise I will find you! I will bring you home!" he says, tears welting in his eyes as I am pulled all the way out of the window

Bucky's P.O.V.

"I didn't do this Steve" I said, clearly angry that he is making everything my fault

"She was in the room with you! She got taken right in front of you! You break everything you touch" Steve yells at me

That's when I lost it, I went straight for him "You don't think I did everything I could?!" I yelling, swinging at him. "I would never let her get hurt! I love her!" I yelled again, taking another punch at him while he swings back at me.

"Well she did get hurt. And you let it happen." He continued to throw punches at me, as I did the same to him.

Y/n's P.O.V.

I screamed as the electricity ran through my body.

"Bucky" I said, just trying to think of him

"Soldier?" one of the Hydra agents asked me

"Bucky" I repeated

I scream again as the electricity ran through my body once more. I had tears running down my face, biting down on the mouth guard. Bucky flashing through my mind again.

In the distance I can hear screaming and loud banging. I see Bucky one last time before seeing a bright light, then opening my eyes.

"Bucky? No, no no no. It's not really you" I say, not believing that he is actually here

"It's me, sweetheart. I promised I would bring you home" he said in a calm voice, reassuring me

He breaks the chains around me with his metal arm and tries to lift me, causing me to whimper. My arm is in so much pain, it feels like it is on fire.

"It's okay love, just keep looking at me. Keep your eyes open please!" he encourages. I try my hardest to keep them open but I'm just so tired.

Next thing I know, I am waking up in the Sick Bay in the compound with Bucky sitting next to me, crying.

He notices I'm awake but still looks upset, "What's wrong Buck?" I ask, feeling a sharp pain in my shoulder as I try to sit up

"I tried to save you. I re-" His voice cracks "I really tried"

"What do you mean Buck? You did save me" I start to get really confused on what he is getting at. What is he talking about? He did save me, I'm sitting right here next to him

"Not all of you"

I try to reach for him but my arm won't lift. I take a deep breath, holding up both of my hands to my face. I see my normal hand on one side but on the other, I see straight metal.

"So what happened?" I asked

"Mr. Barnes saved you" Thor said, not his usual bubbly self that I was used to, now he was more sad and angry

"That's a bit on an understatement" Tony said "He took down a whole Hydra base on his own to save you"

Steve piped up "We didn't even know he left yet until Tony realized the helicopter was gone"

Bucky lightly chuckles at the guys "Hey I had proper motivation. And little to no patience."

"So basically I owe my life to Bucky, again. Not one of you did anything?" I asked 

"They didn't even know where you were" Bucky said, looking to me "It's really not their faults"

Everyone kind of shrugged and agreed with him. I need to talk to him.

"Bucky, can I talk to you in private?" I asked him

I stand up and walk to my room and Bucky follows me

"Okay what do you want to talk about?" he askes after we enter the room and close the door

I pushed him against the bedroom door "Be a good soldier and I'll show you" I pull his shirt up and over his head

"You sure, doll?" he asks, making sure I am comfortable with doing this

I put a finger over his lips, "Soldiers follow orders"

He laughs and pulls me in for a rough kiss. I turn us in the other direction, towards the bed, and shove him onto it

He lies under me, licking his lips, he pulling me into him by the back of my neck for a lust filled kiss

We pull away and he speaks "There is something I need to tell you, doll" 

"What is it Buck? You know you can tell me anything."

He has a small smile threatening to come out "I- I lov-"

He is cut off by the could of the door opening, we look back to see Nat pop he head in "Sorry love birds! I just need to talk about training. Especially new super soldier over here" she points at me during the last part "Y/n, you will be training with Bucky and Steve since they are the only ones on your level" she smiles

Bucky reaches down and grabs my hand "No problem" he smiles

Once Nat leaves, I turn to Bucky "I'm so excited to start training!!" I exclaimed  but remembered the he had started to tell me something before Nat walked in "What were you saying, Buck?"

"Nothing love" he smiles at me "Let's go get you geared up"

Once we get all suited up and ready, we got down to meet Steve in the training room.

We get down to the trained room, "You ready, doll?" Buck asks

Before I had the chance to answer, Steve comes over "I think Buck and I will start. You will join when ready, we are doing knifes today."

For just starting out, I was afraid that knifes would be a dangerous place to start, "Don't you think knifes are a bit of a dangerous starter?" I asked

Steve looks at me sternly, almost like a dad or brother would look at a daughter or little sister, "We need to challenge you. You already have a super soldier body, and a metal arm. You will be fine"

"If you say so" I told him, thinking 'Bucky won't let me get hurt'

I watch as Steve and Bucky train with their knifes, admiring Bucky as he did so.

As they went on I could see that Bucky was getting more and more frustrated and could start to see his Winter Soldier emerge.

Just before things could go over bored with them two, I jumped in "I'm taping in Steve. It's my turn with Bucky"

As we start fighting, something feels off. I can feel thins large amount of anger building up inside of me. I just kept training.

I only stopped slashing with the blade when I heard Bucky scream

"Please! Love, stop"

I can see blood dripping from his side.

"Oh my- Bucky! I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry!" I start to cry and reach for him

He looks shocked "It's okay, doll"

I step back, dropping the knife from my hand, causing it to fall onto the floor

"It wasn't you" Bucky said softly, standing up but stumbling and falling right back to the ground

I keep crying, only harder now, yelling for someone to come help "Somebody help! Steve!" I call out for him, looking down and seeing the blood on my hands.

Steve comes, picks Bucky up and we run to the Sick Bay together.

As we get to the Sick Bay in the compound "Please, is he going to be okay?!" I franticly ask, clutching my chest to catch my breath from running and crying at the same time.

He looked out of it, like he didn't know where he was or what was all happening around him.