I always tried to tell myself you were in the wrong, so that when you left, I would feel right
but the night you were gone from me, I realized I was the one who put up the fight.
For you were the most decent boy I've ever had and was able to hold,
but my heart was hurt, so yours looked cold.
You told the truth when you said you loved me.
I know you did,
because someone who didn't love me wouldn't hold me, and let me cry on their shoulder, when I needed it the most
and someone who didn't love me, wouldn't hold my bleeding body while wearing a white coat.
and I wish I could have told you how much I appreciate you for all you've done, because my one regret is not telling you
how much I won by having you as my first love.
I really wish i could call, and tell you all this now but I'm afraid it's too late when all of our love
has turned to hate.
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all the things I never said
Poetry"Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words." -robert frost A collection of heartbreak, trauma, childhood nostalgia, and love written by yours truly. and without further ado.. here are all the things i never sai...
