the dark ones daughter

chapter 14

"what we're you thinking!?" hook said desperately from across the sand, my eye sight blurry as i made my way towards him "how could you be so bloody stupid" still out of it i walked right past him

"don't you dare" he threatened as he grabbed my wrist "how could you be so foolish" he said as he noticed my expression: exhausted and sad.

he shook his head and let go "go back to the ship" i sighed and began the walk which seemed to take forever. "are we there yet" i whinned "rose we are on the ship.." he said confused "oh.. i'm tired" i replied yawning "well, back to your room you go" he pushed me and i stumbled over my own feet and landed on my arse with a 'hmmp' "you mean my jail cell" i said as he pulled a face that made it look like he licked a lemon "don't laugh" i warned as i got up "i won't" he composed himself.

i just shook my head and walked down the steps "wait" i turned around "why that dress?" i signed 'damn i thought he would let me have a room' "why you wanna know?" he laughs "it's a very obnoxious dress for someone who looks so innocent" i shook my head "maybe i'm not as innocent as you think" i looked him up and down "oh yeah?" he smiled "yeah" i raised my eyebrows "mhmm very well" i opened the door of my room "is it cold down there?" he asked from the top of the stairs "well considering i've no bed or blankets.. yes it's very cold"
"well isn't that a shame" he mocked "yes it is hook" i said not bothered to deal with him "i say you wish to sleep in a proper bed" "i wish i never left my home, i wish i never left my father or jefferson or grace" "don't speak his name!" he hissed "why.. you hoping he's going to come save you" "no im not, he doesn't care about me anymore he only loves my best friend and his power nothing more. he only loves controlling me like his puppet." i spat at him and slammed my door on my way in.

i heard foot steps receding from the stairs. i sighed as i got comfy on the hard cold wooden floor, i never really got used to the swaying of the ship so my stomach felt a little queasy but not as bad as the first time.

as i layed there in silence my thoughts spreaded through all sorts of things 'mermaids, colours, food, drinks, why did people build boats.. how did people build boats? how do boats float? oh my god what if the boat was sinking right now as we are all going to die and be swallowed my a whale.' i sat up as i felt a sudden rush of anxiety plant itself in the bit of my stomach and slowly rising up my throat, my whole body felt hot as tears rushed to my eyes. i tried pushing the lump in my throat down but i couldn't, i felt like i was drowning i tried to speak but only a squeak came out. i shakinly got up and made my way to the door and up to the deck, i felt as heat warmed up my hands and fire came out.

i was on such a bad state there was no way i could control it..i left my breath getting harder and harder and the air getting thicker, i ran a hand through my hair as i begged this would be over 'all this over the fucking ship' i got mad at myself and i sat down and hugged my knees to my chest. i sat there for a few seconds trying to catch my breath but it would work, suddenly a sharp pain hit my legs and i saw my hands left two big burns in my legs.

i sighed in frustration as i couldn't control anything, the only thing i could think of was calling for my father but that would make everything worse, i stood up and paced thinking of things to do. normally i'd be able to look out at sea and feel calm but now it made me feel panicked.

my foot steps must've woke hook as he stormed out of his cabin with a cross expression on his face... but it slowly faded as he saw my expression "why are you up here" "i-" i tried to speak but i couldn't, i felt the tears come back and i took a shaky breath "i.. um ca- i" i stuttered trying to make a full sentence but my body wouldn't let me. he took a step closer but i stook my hands out in front of my as the lit up, i shook my head as i backed away. a look of realisation light across his face "your not dangerous" i shook my head in denial "your not" he took another step and grabbed my hand "your not, now take a deep breath. in for 4... hold.. now out for 7 and repeat it with me" i did as i was told and copied his breathing "did it work?" i was finally able to let out a full breath "yes" i thanked him as a confused look came across his face "why did that happen" "i... i don't even know what happened, it's never happened to me before" "it was a panic attack love, but why did it happen?" i looked down ashamed because my reason was so childish "i started to think about the ship and what would happen if it sunk an-" i was about to talk but he interrupted me by grabbing my other hand "don't worry, i understand it's a scary concept but you just have to sea the bright side" he grinned as i laughed at his joke "thank you" i looked up at him as his icey blue eyes shone in the moon light. he looked back at me nearly looking as if he was examining my face "what?" i laughed slightly "your so beautiful" i felt butterfly's rise up in my stomach "thank you, your not to bad yourself" i joked with him as he laughed and moved closer "i know" he grinned as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear "cocky much" i shoved his shoulder with my index finger as his laughter filled the empty deck "shh the crew are sleeping" "oh and since when do you care so much about the crew" i laughed "i don't i just don't want anyone to walk in" i explained "walk in on what?" he teased as i raised my eyebrow "i'm not sure" i smiled as he took a step closer yet again "maybe.. you could show me what they shouldn't walk in on.." he looked to my lips and back at me. i batted my eyelashes and took a step closer to him so our chests where touching "and i always thought you were the one in charge" i tilted my head to the side "maybe i want a break" he licked his lips "oh.. that's a shame, i am very tired" i faked a yawn "that's a shame" he said as he looked at my lips "i was just starting to have fun" i looked at his lips then back to his eyes "really" "yes" he replied as his gaze lingered on my lips.

i followed his actions but he looked into my eyes as if he was asking for permission, i nodded my head as he leaned in.

when our lips locked i felt as if fireworks light off, i wrapped a arm around his neck as he laced his arm around my waist pulling me closer. this lasted for about a minute but we both pulled away for air, we locked eyes and smiled "don't sleep down their tonight, sleep in my bed" i looked at him hesitantly "i won't do anything you don't want me to.." i gave in and nodded my head. he led me to his room which was massive it was a full on suite he had a bed, a couch, dinning table, wardrobe and a chest of drawers. i sighed as i realised i have only my corset and a pair of knickers on underneath "hook.. i um i don't have any night wear" i looked down "you can wear one of my shirts" he threw me over a off white cotten shirt, i tried to undo my dress but i couldn't "could you please help me" i laughed awkwardly he walked over and untied it for my "thank you" i thanked him as he turned around to let me change. i changed into the shirt but kept my knickers on.

he also changed into his night wear and got into bed, i followed him into bed and made myself comfortable "thank you for this, i couldn't take another minute sleeping on the floor" i laughed as i layed down under the soft cotton duvet "it's ok" he nodded his head as he also layed down "good night" i said to him as he rolled over to face me.. and sat up, i gave him a questioning look but he just leaned down over me and kissed my forehead "good night" was all he said as turned over and went to sleep, leaving me laying there. shocked.

||*. hello my beautiful people, here is chapter 14 and a long one at that. i hope you so enjoy it and please leave a comment and a vote

kyla