𝖘𝖔𝖚𝖙𝖍 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖐 𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖘 ☆☆

𝖔𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖆 𝖇𝖔𝖞 1

A/N: LOL I SORTA FORGOT ABT THIS SO TAKE THIS SHIT I DON'T KNOW.. ANYWAY THIS IS AGED UP IG..

𝕯𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝕰𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖞 𝖓𝖔.1..

"my dear Y/N, please know we care about you.. this is for your own good my dear.."

and that was the sentence that started it all. 

that fateful day i was told that i'd be moving away by myself to the small snowy town of South Park.

 Why was i sent here you may ask?.. well, it all started when my parents found out that i was going through some shit at school.. with my "friends." Were they really my friends? not exactly. They used me for all i had, and it hurt me mentally. So then i basically resulted to some stupid and unhealthy coping mechanisms, but hey, we all go through stuff like this.. unless you dealt with it properly and in a mature manner.

I often envy everyone that is able to cope in a healthy manner, but where's the fun in sitting there in a pool of envy and jealousy?..

I remember lifting my head up from my slumber in the car, i looked through the window and saw a sign with the town name painted onto it sloppily. 

"South Park"

Although my parents had told me the name before hand, i found the name quite perculiar, but for what reason?.. I'm not exactly sure. There was a small yet soft snowfall during the drive, so i was definitely going to be cold once i arrived at my house. I also remember blinking a couple times before rubbing the sleepiness away from my eyes, before taking a yawn.

All of my belongings were being delivered by moving truck, so when we got there, i'd have a couple hours of exploration time.

But what if someone talks with me within said exploration, what if they think im weird?..

Well I'll find out eventually.

𝕯𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝕰𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖞 𝖓𝖔.2..

"Welcome To South Park High, Your new Highschool."

was the first thing said to me when i arrived at school yesterday. I missed a couple days of writing down here so i'll be sure to update you on what happend in these past slight uneventful days.

As expected, i hadn't made any friends.. but i saw this perculiar boy in an orange parka jacket, which intrigued my curiousity levels, considering most weren't wearing jacket, more hoodies and sweaters.

It feels lonely not having my family around as usual, but i dont mind it since ive always preferred my own space. But why was it that i craved people around me? im not sure, so i suppose tomorrow is the day i'll actually make friends. or.. am i setting my expectations for myself too high?

At school i was mostly zoomed out. i know i should've been paying attention, but there's too much for me to think about currently. Those thoughts such as:

• Am i just lying to myself about this all?

• Are my parents really doing this for my own good?

• Why did those people even do that? 

I remember how i spun my pen around in my hand as i thought deeply about everything that had happened up until that point, until my eyes wandered over towards the orange parka boy. My e/c orbs met his blue eyes, which had resulted in eye contact, which was slightly uncomfortable.. though, the beautiful shade of blue his eyes were.. well.. nice to stare at.. what am I even thinking now, Y/N M/N L/N what are you thinking?..

From what i can assume was his friend, who was wearing a green ushanka hat, whispered something to him, which i can also assume, was something embarrassing. Due to the fact orange parka boy started to develop a light dust of blush across his cheeks. Which soon made him look down and away from my e/c eyes.

let's hope someone decides to be my friend sooner or later this week.

though, i do hope i can have the courage to one day talk with orange parka boy so that i can call him by his name.. and not orange parka boy.

Another thing i probably should've mentioned was the fact people stared. alot. Which was.. very uncomfortable..

though, it was to be expected since I am the new kid after all.

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A/N: lmao, sorry for the slow updates. I'm literally doing this on my school laptop cause i felt bad for not updating for a while, so yeah. anyway, expect slow updates for now, I promise that I have more things in my drafts rn.