Poetry for who needs it

If.

If you loved me
then why did you lie to me.

I've always been
sincere with you,
then why you weren't,
why did you have to lie,
to me,
to the one that loved you at your worst.

I can't understand why.

I'm sorry,
but I'm trying my best
but it's just to hard for me
to understand you
and your choices.

If you loved me, why you have to do this to me?