mentally stuck

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finally doing one for people who want some comfort!

Anyways you ain't doing so good emotionally and muichiro is here for ya !😍

Bros a big hero☺️

enjoy!
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I been having a really bad week. I haven't been given any missions as a chance to get a break. I had recently lost my mother due to a demon.

I was so distraught. I tried to get to her as fast as I could. But I was to late. She had already been gone.

I just feel so stuck now. The guilt is really unbearable. I'm so upset at everything and myself. I can't even convince myself to get up in the morning.

I could've down so many things differently. But i didn't i lost the only family member I had left.

I have no motivation. I don't feel like eating. Sleeping isn't even an option with all these thoughts. Getting up to brush my hair or change clothing is just a waste. There's bigger stuff to worry about now.

I could lost anybody. My friends mitsuri, shinobu, or giyuu. I could even die. I could even lose muichiro...

  I don't know what I would do if I lost them. Just thinking about made cold tears peer out of my eyes.

  I feel so week. Useless. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I feel like I have nobody.

  I heard a knock on my door. "y/n can I come in?" It was muichiro. "if you want..." My voice cracked as I spoke.

  Hearing the door crack open.  I could feel muichiros aura standing over my bed. "y/n i brought you some cake pops to cheer you up... I know your going threw something right now and I wanna be there for you." The bed sunk a little when he sat down.

  I turned around to look at muichiro.  He had a brown bag of what I assume is cake pops. He hands it to me.

  He leaned in and hugged me. Pulling me to his chest. As he ran his fingers threw my hair.

  "I'm always going to be here for you y/n whenever you need me you just need to ask.." He leaned into my forehead painting a small but gently kiss.

  "Thank you muichiro I really need this type of comfort after the week I had." I took out one of the cake pops and began to eat it. It was. my favorite ( your fav ) cake pop it was so good.

  "No need for thanks y/n i'm just doing what needs to be done to help you." He smiled softly at me.

  "If you need anything else let me know." He laid into the bed with me. Pulling me to his chest. And we both began to cuddle with each other.

  Taking a cake pop out of the bag. I offered one to muichiro smiling at him. He gladly took one. I'm surprised he didn't eat it when he was on the way here.

  "muichiro I don't know If I can go back to work anytime soon..." I looked down in sadness due to the fact I would be disregarding my very important job as a hashira.

  "that's okay y/n you need time to grieve for yourself. I'll tell the master you need a little bit more time off than just a week."

  I smiled at muichiro. We both just laid there together. I was getting a little sleepy.

  And I began to drift away to dreamland. And shortly followed muichiro along side me.

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Word count:623

Sorry this is kinda late but I woke up sick today😭

So I might not get 2 stories out today.

I hoped your enjoyed

Have a good day !

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