Muichiro OneShots | T. Muichiro

A terrible day

here's a comfort audio?!? wowww

I lowkey forgot to write together bc I went to the mall....

Also almost 1k reads?!? THANK YOU SM!

thought this song would fit yk?

Anyways enjoy luvs!
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    Today was rough. I had a lot of stuff on my plate today. Just a lot of missions. And I'm just exhausted physically and mentally.

   I don't enjoy talking about my feelings either. I feel like I'll just burden other people. So I compress my feelings until it's to much. Than I basically explode.

  When I mean exploding not like literally. I mean emotionally. I'll yell at people for the slightest things or get upset. Or i'll just push everyone away until I feel better again.

  It's not healthy I know. But I can't help it. It just helps more thing way. Talking about my feelings is just hard. It's hard for people to understand what I'm trying to say.

  And I feel like if I tell someone how I feel. It will just be adding stress onto them. Than they will have to worry about me. And I don't want people I care about to worry about me all the time.

  It's just easier to conceal everything. Like grabbing all my feelings into a glass jar. And just stuffing it in no matter what. But eventually even  the glass jar will break.

  I was home by myself. I had just gotten back from a mission. This would be my only time to rest. I would have another mission later this night.

   I'm so tired. I can't even sleep that's how tired I am. I can't get up to do anything I just can't. I have no motivation

  I'm just laying on my bed. By myself. It's very dark. And the room is cold. I just want everybody to leave me alone right now.

  I completely forget I do live with my boyfriend in his estate. Muichiro would be home anytime soon from a hashira meeting he told me about. But that completely slipped my mind.

  I was just laying in my bed without a single thought. But I could hear muichiro calling my name from downstairs. I couldn't bring myself to answer.

   "y/n? y/n! where are you? are you upstairs?" He was screaming from downstairs. I could hear his footsteps climbing the stairs. And they had gotten louder to outside our shared room.

  The door eventually creaked open slowly. And The light from the hallway beamed into the room. "y/n are yo-" I cut him off to voice what I wanted. "muichrio I don't wanna be around anyone."

  My back was facing the door. And I was just starring at my wall.  "y/n you can tell me if there's something wrong." I could hear his footsteps approach closer to the bed and he sat down next to me.

  "i'm fine muichiro." I was speaking rather bluntly. "y/n stop lying I know your not tell me what's wrong." I watched as me turned me over and pulled me in for a hug.

  I couldn't hold it in. I think this is where the glass jar would officially break. I could feel hot tears streaming down my face uncontrollably.

And muichiro just shhing me and stroking my hair to comfort me. He seemed like he didn't know what to do bc well he didn't really. He didn't wanna do anything to upset me more.  But at least he was trying.

  The both of us just basically laying there. Just for a little while longer. Muichiro a hands tangled up in my hair.

  Than I finally spoke "i'm just tired muichiro exhausted just from everything I just need a break sometimes." I basically whispered this part.

  "y/n whenever u need a break you can always ask me to come and be by your side so your not alone."

  I just looked up at muichiro. His ocean blue eyes where glistening. And a small smile was on his face.

  I leaned into his face. And planted a gentle kiss on his lips. And he returned the kiss.

  I can push everybody away. But I could never push muichiro away. Not ever.

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Hoped your enjoyed loves!

And thank you so much for almost 1k reads! I didn't really expect his story to blow up. And i'm so thankful for all of you guys! 💕

Have a good day/night.