Dreams of the land

What I have become

What I have become

story by Siena

Siena: we aint dead, just been busy with real life....and avoiding killing each other or causing WWIII. Too soon? Well hope you enjoy this for now, and dont forget killer millenium is coming. (i hope you dont kill me as we did to some of the characters....)

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Once I loved him, now im not so sure...

It hurts to see what I have become, but now there is no turning back now. To think, that these people, that I once called friends, are hunting me down, a ruteless killer. I never wanted this, i never wanted to be this hearthless fiend, this cold blooded vixen, my currently pointless existence. Ever since that day, i ran and every night since then i remembered the pain and the tears of betrayal. I left my team behind and i suppose i left my heart there as well, beacuse i have no difficulty killing as I please, unlike back in the joyful days, where i showed extreme amounts of mercy. I suppose when your a stow away moving from planet to planet, killing who ever I ask me to, for the right price, and being the most wanted person in the whole of creation can change a person (gee...Ya think?)

But on this day, a day of retrubution, I shall get my revenge. I was member of the Black Angels, a response team in charge on taking care of emergencies all over the universe. We were one of the thousands of squadrons in the Medien Response Team. After many years, squandrons would retire or be destroyed entirely, we were the last one remaining. We were a team of over 50 fighters, unfortunatly when an evil rose up and disided to trip and blow up solace's core, he suceeded, we failed, thousands died only the alpha team of the Black Angels survived. We were down to 5 members: Ignacio our engineer, Cyrus our stratigist, Zane the squadron leader, Drakul our power house, and me Asura. I had no real purpose in the team, i was the new addition to the alpha team. All I was a great pilot nothing more nothing less. After a while I stated to fall for Zane, he noticed and started to fall for me. I was happy, until the 3rd of december X9985. It was the biggest mission we ever had. The evil, who killed thousands, Elgar wws back this time to destroy thousands of planets and people. We needed to stop him, we failed....but suceed in slowing him down. 

I was walking around in the Black angel carrier. Then I overheard Zane and Drakul talking.

"Zane, she almost killed us out there, you need to kick her out." said Drakul

"I know but everyone makes mistakes remember on Terra, your ruthlessness almost blew our cover."

"I know, but it isnt the first time she screwed us up. Remember back on solace? She had the shot, she could have killed him, but she didnt she chose to not take it. She basicly killed thousands" he said but by then I was already crying in my room

"True but its not her folt, it was her first mission with us. She was probably nervous" said Zane

"Ya and I suppose that she was nervous today to? She still didnt take the dam shot. I know you love her Zane but you need to choose be with her and let millions die or leave her and kill Elgar. She loose her focus around you. You need to break her heart." he said  

"Fine ill take care of it" said Zane 

I was still crying until I heard knocking on my door, it was Zane. I wiped the tears and let him in. He broke the news to me...He said that  he couldnt love me any more. I made a decision, I took my things and left. Now this what I am up to this day Ive been wanting revenge on former friends and people who youst to love me. The day of revenge was here, my former of team was after me, the only thing was they didnt know it was me. They didnt know the angel of death was there former friend Asura. I was in the jungles of Terra, and they were on the chase. They were forced to land and i nutrelised there engines, they were stuck on this planet. They were on my tail and I had already manage to knock out Cyrus and to make Ingnacio's time trap back fire on him. We ran into an opening and I had my cloak over my head. I had viciously murdered Drakul (if ripping a guy'S heart out of his chest and slowly make him watch as i crush it isnt brutal i dont know what is). I started to to fight Zane, I used my steel staff to fight and he used his. I was defeating him until i looked into his eyes lost focus and he knocked me down. he grabbed his gun and shot me in the chest. He removed my hood and fell to his knees.

"What have I done? My love, my Asura...." he said taking me into his arms. He kissed me but I was already gone. He let tears fall upon my face, he took me and dug me a grave. He free the other 2 and told them that the black angels were no more. They asked him why, all he said is keep walking a head when you see 2 graves you'll see my point. Cyrus became the head stratigist for the Medien army, Ignacio went on and owned the worlds biggest micanical upgrade shot and Zane was never seen again. 

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Siena: so what you guys think of my first solo story? Since killer millenium is coming soon i decided to play with a deprissing ending. Like Reckury says when he's depressed: "Life doesnt always have happy endings, if there were well then Alexa would still be here". Well thats it for this story.