Still With You || JIKOOK ||

∆ Come Backs ∆

“ Sometimes we really don't understand what we're wishing for, it just comes from within...let it be ominous... it's still something that we truly want. ”

Third Person's POV

" Anna... ? "

If someone else told Park Jimin few weeks before that in a soon future he'll be uttering a stranger's name infront of a bathroom mirror, trying to understand his not so favoured assistant ’s relationship with her... Park Jimin would have choked them with his bare hands.

He didn't know that this mere thing would ever bother him for no reason.
He didn't have anything to do with the said lady nor he should care about how close exactly his assistant was with her.

" You're being pathetic Jimin. " Jimin told himself with utter disgust and hollowness in his eyes yet he couldn't stop. He felt the anxiety rising up in his system cause he didn't know why he was being like this.

Jungkook had or has a friend, well, a female friend and he must have so many of them, what's wrong in that ? What's wrong in them gifting him before his departure ? What kind of Victorian period Park Jimin was living in where women can't be friends with men or gift them like this !?

Or was it something else that was bothering Jimin?

Alongside this unusual headache creating thoughts Jimin had a different side of thought which was full of suspicion.

That wine bottle.

Taehyung was right, it was indeed expensive.

Too expensive to be gifted ?

May be not for someone who earns a lot .

And someone who earns enough to gift that was ‘ close friends ’ with an assistant director of a mere gaming company which was shut down for bankruptcy?

Well, Jimin was never the one to judge people by their money and status but he knew the harsh side of the world too ... It's not everyday when you get blessed with a real friend who'll be there for you through everything, doesn't matter if you're a beggar or a billionaire.

Most of the people around you wants something from you, everything is driven by revealed and not revealed needs. And between these... getting a real friend would always be god's blessing and with these thoughts Jimin could only imagine Taehyung's face, Jin's face ... could he just count them as friends?

No, Jimin was blessed with a family instead. Yet, didn't know what he did to deserve them.

Round and round, Jimin's thoughts ran back to Jungkook's voice...“Anna”
and unfortunately it circled back to his past.

What was the thing that was actually bothering Jimin ?

Why did Jimin always wanted to double check and rethink everything about Jungkook?

Just few days back Jimin had rechecked Jungkook's given details. The company he used to work in, the details, the owner... everything, Jimin checked everything and even talked to the owner to satisfy his suspicion.

But nothing... nothing was wrong about Jeon Jungkook.

And that bothered Jimin the most.

Jimin sighed and looked at himself on the mirror again. He looked disheveled. Or may be it was just his thoughts... He felt so messed that he wanted to cry. He haven't felt this miserable in last few years .

" Should I just kill myself... ? Then you'll finally leave me... don't you ? You wanted me to die right...? Stabbed me ? Shot me ? You wanted me to die so bad... " Jimin's voice was just above the whisper. His voice was broken yet no fear was there. He was just tired.