Warmth And Coldness

Chapter 30

"It's been a while"

"Vitya" I murmur he simply spread his arms asking for a hug. I simply looked at him

"I'm not 4!"I yelled

"Oh come on uncle deserves a hug all these years. I really miss you!" He cried I simply rolled my eyes went towards him but gave him a short hug

But suddenly I was engulf with a bear hug him lifting me was unexpected

"My Strawberry!! I have missed you so much!!" he said then showered me with kisses

"I want to see your performance" I said

"Really!!"

"I need rest though. I need to go back to my room bye"

Victor simply looked at her while she walks away he wiped his tear

"She's grown so much"

~

Today was my performance. I could feel my nerves tingling by the sound of cheering by the audience

The first segment is the short program. But my choreography was quite difficult

When I was called in the stage at the rink my eyes met with a man who looks someone like I remember

I immediately shook my head

"I shouldn't be thinking of that I have competition"

I did a great job in my short program. The judges gave me a high score I was currently at the lead

After a short break the free program is up next. This program would be the one to determine our finals score. So must perfect both short program and free program to be in first place

I could feel the air was cold luckily I wasn't the first to perform. While I was waiting I saw a black cat in front of me

I don't know if it's good luck or bad luck but this resembles so much like him. I want to pet it. The cat was adorable. Feeling the cats affection somehow made me miss an affection of a certain ravanette

Is he watching? This is live right. Would he support me? Questions flooded my head

Suddenly was back in reality when I heard the coach voice saying that it's my turn

I slowly skate to the rink. I took a deep breath. The Music began as I flowed into the rhythm

My head was occupied

'they are watching me! I need to do my best...... What if I return how it was supposed to be years ago. The Pain I suffered would come back..

As I did my Axel jump I fell down. My eyes stared at the ice looking at my reflection. I shook my head and stood up trying to fix my mistakes decided to do another jump

But kept messing up multiple times I couldn't handle the humiliation any longer. I walked out of the rink

"What are you doing! You can still finish this program"

"I can't do it right now" I said as my breath started to hitch having difficulty in breathing

"Please I want to forfeit" tears started trickling down my cheeks

Celestino noticed it and let her outside. He gave her his jacket to keep her warm. While she was still having a panic attack

They let her sit at the bench. Letting her calm her nerves down and that turned into her having a full meltdown seeing the eyes watching her

"I. can't. Be. Enough" I said in each breath. Celestino immediately asked for a room. He couldn't let the poor girl be seen having a meltdown

I could feel my body getting weaker. I felt I was carried that was the only thing I remember after passing out

"Uncle Vitya"

"Hush now my little strawberry you are safe"

~

I woke up with heavy eyes stared at the ceiling my whole body aching

All I remember is I failed this season

Silent tears fell in my cheek as I cry myself back to slumber

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Kuroo watched at his TV looking for a red hair girl he was so familiar and also fell in love. He still love her but it's already been months he hasn't moved on

He admired how talented she was something he never notice he simply sighed because he knew he wasn't enough for her. He simply is a burden to her. He didn't want to be a distraction to her career

But when he saw her free program. He almost froze seeing her cry in screen made him want to hug her. But he was engulfed when he heard a cry coming from the crib near him

He immediately picked up the 10 month old child as he rocked it. He heard something

"Pa pa" the child spoke Kuroo widened his eyes

"Yes call me papa!" he cried while happily carrying the child

"I'm your papa now"

~

I finally regained consciousness when I saw Yuri Katsuki beside me

"Oh your awake"

"Go away let me sleep"

"sleep well"