I'm Married To A Theerapanyakul

Heart wants it but I don't

Phai POV :

I went to the coffee shop to get some coffee. But there were three cups. I couldn't handle them properly. Someone came to help me out.

Phai - Thank you for helping me.

Saying that I looked at the person who helped me.

Phai ( Inner voice) - Sky. My heart skipped a beat looking at him. He is still as cute as back then. He seems to lose some weight. His face is cute. But he lost some of his cheeks. He is wearing more formal clothes. He seems to be a bit matured. But why are his eyes sad? Why does I feel like he is lost? Did he miss me? Did he even think about me?

He looked at me after helping me with the cups.

Sky - P'Phai

He does remember me.

Phai - Nong Sky.

Sky - You are back?

Phai - Safe and sound. Did you miss me?

Phai ( Inner voice) - shit phai, what are you even asking him? Why would he miss you? He doesn't like you like you do him. He already has someone. Think before you speak.

Sky - Yes Phi.

I was startled by Sky's answer and looked into his eyes with a surprise.

Sky - I mean I miss you and P'Phayu both Phi. Rain also misses you and P'Phayu. Everyone at your home also misses you both.

Phai - Okay. You? Here in the Theerapanyakul office? Anything important?

Sky - I tagged along Pa and Dad. Dad said he had something important to discuss about the new collab.

Phai - Then is it done?

Sky - No, I need to go back. I came here for coffee to take a break from the meeting.

Phai - Okay. Then tell me what you like, I will treat you.

Sky - It's okay Phi. I can order it myself.

Phai - No no, it will be my treat since you helped me with the coffee cups.

Sky - Then I would like a cup of Mocha.

Phai - for real?

Sky - Why Phi?

Phai - It's my favourite too.

Sky - I know.

Phai - What?

Sky - Nothing Phi, let's just order it.

Saying that he went towards the counter. And I paid for it. We sat in silence for a few minutes waiting for the coffee.

I don't know why I am silent. I just want to look at him for how much time I don't know. I just want to hold him. I could see he was also nervous seeing me. On that day after leaving the mansion, I couldn't see him again. Seeing him again after three years is making my heart pound so fast. I need to do something to avoid this awkwardness between us. So I started a conversation.

Phai - Sky

Sky - khub Phi

Phai - How are you?

Sky - As you can see, I am not bad.

Phai - How are your studies?

Sky - Fine Phi, we are having a final project to be submitted and then we will graduate.

I was about to ask him about his liked ones but the barista called us out for the order to be collected. I don't know why but I can't take my eyes of him. I want to take him with me and lock him in my room so that no one will take him away. Shit Phai, you have fallen in a deep shit called Love and you can't get over him.