Peter Pan (Oneshots)

Fitting In

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Have you ever felt lonely like you don't belong anywhere? Well, I felt that.

The person I trusted the most left me. They had said to me that I meant the world to them and they would never leave me. I was clearly wrong, the one person who had my heart, showed me that I matter, showed me what fun was all about. Showed me that life is more than an adventure.

He said that he would always be there for me and when I needed him. He had told me he loved me and that I was the first person who he deeply cared about. I had his heart and he had mine.

He gave me hope and he gave me a life of freedom. But that changed, he told me that he never wanted to see me anymore and that I was just a pawn in his game. It felt so real, all the moments we had together, all the emotions we showed to each, the feelings we showed for each other. It wasn't fake what we had. All of it felt so real to me and that I meant something to him.

I was so lost and I was back where I started. I sat in my bed and wondered, thinking if he thought about me. The fun we had, the moments we shared, the secrets we shared. Every night I sat by my window looking at the night sky, looking for a sign that he will come back for me.

I remembered that day so clearly.

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I was out hunting with the lost boys and when we came back I saw Peter with his back turned looking tense. So I walked up to him and put my hand on his shoulder but he shrugged my hand off. I was shocked, something most had happened when I was away. With his back still facing me.

"Peter" I said, moving closer to him, taking a hold on his arm. You could hear the worry in my voice. He moved his arm away from my grip and turned around but he still didn't answer me.

"What's wrong?" I looked at him scanning his face for any emotion, but there was none. Peter scoffed and rolled his eyes at me.

"Like you don't know" What was he talking about? What had I done to make him like this?

"What?" I tried to take a hold of his arm, but he pushed me away. "What's wrong with you and what is your problem?" I screamed at him.

"Don't play with me ───────"He said in a stern voice.
Peter never used my real name only if it were something wrong or if I had done something. He usually calls me the nickname he gave me after we became a couple, he gave me a nickname and I gave him one, but it hurt when he said my name.
"I want you to leave Neverland and never come back" He said and called out to his shadow.

"Peter you can't do this please ───────" I said using the nickname I gave him. "Why won't you tell me?" I screamed at him, but he didn't turn around, he continued walking away from me and as the shadow neared me I cried not knowing what I had done. As the shadow took hold under my arms I said my last words.
"I love you Peter Pan"

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I never saw him again. It broke me, I was back at the horrible place I once called home. My parents were the reason for my problems and I never fitted in anywhere.
I was the outcast. People thought I was weird and insane for believing in Peter Pan and the lost boys. But I knew they were real. I wished upon the stars for a get away and I met Peter and it was the happiest day of my life, not at first.

He wasn't so welcoming my the shadow brought me to Neverland. Neverland was only for boys, but I proved him wrong and he warmed up to me. We became friends and later on lovers. I don't know how long I was gone from home, but when I was forced to leave Neverland my parents hadn't changed, it was like the time stood still as I was away because my parents had scolded me and was angry that I had ran away. They said I had been gone for 3 years and it shocked me. I was gone for 3 years but it felt longer to me.

I sat by the window with my tablet in my hands that still function drawing.
Drawing his beautiful green eyes, his perfect smile and his beautiful hair. I just wished to be back in his arms and ask him why he left me. 

I changed Y/n to just a line instead and I'm going to do that in all my chapters now. So instead of reading Y/n you can put your name in instead. I always read it as Y/n something instead of my own name. But do you guys want me to that do in the future?