I'm living the truth - Tom Kaulitz

8:00 Am

We still didn't know anything about Bill, he had been in surgery for almost a whole day, I hadn't seen Rachel, she didn't want to leave bill, Tom went up and down to see how things were going, it's the morning of August 30 at 6:45 am Tom was with me when the doctor came in (Mr. Kaulitz, I have good news and bad news, the good news is that the babies can be here in this room with you, the bad news is that your brother has just come out of surgery but he is not stable, only a miracle could save him) the doctor said I saw Tom's eyes turn to tears
Bill put his life at risk to save mine. "What do you mean my brother is not stable? What the hell does that mean?" Tom said, yelling at the doctor (Mr. Kaulitz, if your brother  at 8:00 am he does not answer we will have to give it to Death, I am very sorry) the doctor said I froze when I heard the word Death I could not believe what was happening

Tom's - POV

The doctor was saying that if Bill didn't react at 8:00 am they were going to leave him for dead, that wasn't happening to me, not my little brother
"Go with Rachel, she must be  know too." Taylor said giving me a kiss
I go to the emergencies room where I found Rachel devastated "Tom, you know?" Rachel said with a broken voice "yes... I know" I said with a trembling voice I couldn't lose my brother "why don't you go up to see Taylor and the girls that will do you good so you can clear your head a bit" I said while Rachel just looked at me "Go meet your nieces" I said trying to cheer Rachel up a bit "It's fine Tom, but if Bill doesn't wake up remember what you have to do please" she said as she went upstairs to go see the girls

The door of the room opened, revealing Rachel's sad and pale face I didn't know what to say, all this was a very bittersweet feeling "Hi, babe, how are you feeling?" I asked, realizing that it was obviously a very stupid question, her boyfriend was at risk of Death because of me
"Taylor I prefer not to talk about it" Rachel said with a sad look and her face down "come look meet your nieces" I said as she approached "ha...ha they look like Tom and Bill they are beautiful "Rachel said letting the girls see a warm smile
"of course they look like Tom and Bill they are their clones but in the girl version "I said trying to cheer up Rachel
one of the nurses came in (Mr. Kaulitz sent a breakfast for you two ladies ) The nurse said "I'm not hungry I lost my appetite" Rachel said looking at me sad "girl you have to eat Bill wouldn't like to see you like that can you eat  do it for Bill " I said trying to get her to eat something because she looked very pale and without any force

Tom's - POV

• 7:45 a.m.

(Mr. Kaulitz, your brother hasn't reacted) the doctor said (I think it's time for you to say goodbye) the doctor said "goodbye you say what the hell" I said while I felt how George and Gustav put up they hands on me "you have to be calm Tom" Georg said with tears in his eyes "come in and tell him what you have to say, don't regret it later" Gustav said I couldn't go in and see him there with his eyes closed knowing that he would no longer be with us but in the end I thought of the words that Gustav said and took courage and I enter to the room where Bill was " Bill little brother I don't know if you are listening to me but you are an asshole how the hell are you going to leave.... you were the one who had to see me die not me.... thanks to your heroic act the twins were born safe.....you saved them Bill ...... and Taylor is fine also ......please Bill don't go, don't go don't leave me alone please i can't go on without you Bill..... please you have to meet my daughters they will love you ...... you will be a great uncle you and Rachel...... you can't leave me please .....you can't leave and you can't leave your future wife either Bill wake up .......please Bill the girls are identical to you and me they have kaulitz in their blood .... that was what you wanted now that you have it don't leave us ..... Don't abandon us, Bill, please,"

I said, holding Bill's hand and a sea of ​​tears running down my face. Everything was silent. I saw the time.

•8:00 am

Bill don't do this to me no please react ..... please Bill I need you little brother

"If the twins look like you and me, I can name one" ..........