It's 12:00 midnight and I'm still wide awake. I plan to scan the fridge and eat something but I'm too lazy to get up. I continue to lay in bed and listen to some music I basically memorized. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but yet again, a lot of things popping up in my mind like fireworks. creating scenarios and going in a different direction like a lost child. dwelling in the past, crying like there's nothing else to do. then, woke up pass 9:00 in the morning looking like I haven't had any sleep. doing things systematically, eat breakfast, hearing a constant yelling from mom while I'm drinking my coffee. taking my phone out and play music as loud as it can then wash some dishes. after that, I'm busy doing lazy mode.
I was in a bridge walking, and I saw a lot of cars crushed all over the place. then suddenly I had a feeling that I need to run so run but when I looked back there was something chasing me. I was terrified. I was sleeping in my old room, suddenly woke up with fear. a lady trying to bite. she has no eyes and has a very sharp tooth. I tried so hard to hold her head just not to let her get a piece of me. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but there she was again. she said to me "come with me, I will not hurt you". that was so weird after trying to bite me earlier. I didn't response, I just ignored her then she was gone.
I'm in a room minding my business, suddenly a lady showed up from nowhere. she's oddly just sitting in a couch saying nothing. she's visiting me quite often, when she was using the toilet and then come to me and hugged me, I got a little annoyed, so I pinched her and then she's gone. one day she came back and start singing, I really don't understand the lyrics she was singing so I ignored her. when she left, I forgot to ask what language she was speaking so I said to myself, "please come back and try to sing with the language I could understand". she visited me again, and she was singing the word "Here I am" repeatedly. I was happy so I wrote her a poem dedicated to her. I realized that I was rude to her and noticed she was actually sad. so, I ask if she ever comeback, she can tell me anything and be friends with her. but she never came back again.
I woke up cause' of aloud screaming looking girl at me. can't remember anything but scream. a wide open mouth producing a loud sound waking me in my sleep. she is a she who I do not recognize. can't tell if she's young or not because of her opened mouth. she has short hair, a little curly or maybe wavy. her scream probably lasted for 3mins works like an alarm clock.
